THE SPACE THATS IN BETWEEN INSANE AND INSECURE

2006-02-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

oh. By the way, I moved.

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(that is, if you're too slow to realise)

2006-02-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

near death, last breath & barely hanging on

i finally fnished IT.! haha darlings you'll knw what im talking about :D anw, engaged the entry wasnt meant for you dont worry (: i havent gotten angry at you since my birthday last year. and thats cos youre too cute for me -pinches yr cheek-

i feel as if i broke my back. and my left shoulder's acting up again =x im unhealthy grrr... woohoo i love my current timetable (maybe cos lazy gnia doesnt take any core humanities or electives this sem) i dont have much lessons everyday and i've got free periods everywhere (: and this is fantastic cos i need these time to do my homework.

class meeting was fun today! i was like 'oh lets go tanning & then we can play beach volleyball too (:' & then jingmin went 'oh then we can all become the same race as abi. ehh but abi cannot tan right, later he disappear how' i mean, it may not sound funny right now but back then we were laughing like shit. we ate vegetarian stuff for mentoring today! haha its quite cool okay, we're doing it for leslie's sake. ooh & next week im meeting up with jingmin&steph&kris & other girls to make something NICE for the guys :D

BTW WE HAVE A CLASS FRUIT (x

had dance today - we did salsa! i think im quite lousy at it =x but salsa is so cool. hoho the twist and the shake! er fen taught us wrongly at first, haha so we learnt chacha too. chacha's harder you know. ALTRON'S MY PARTNER (:

WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME IF
I SAID I DIDNT NEED YOU
COS I WOULDNT BELIEVE YOU
IF YOU SAID THE SAME TO ME

2006-02-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

ITS NOT A FASHION STATEMENT
ITS A DEATHWISH

mm currently in the process of updating my songs. my ipod's getting full! but no way am i gonna remove michael jackson's songs. hoho i re-discovered my love for him :D i so adore emmjay -grins-

2006-02-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my
Hear your voice again
Can we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been

Maybe you and me so
Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped bleeding
Such a softer sin

I'm melting, I'm melting
In your eyes I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting in your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you
I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting, I'm melting
In your eyes I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting in your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
Stay in bed
Just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

2006-02-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

;making love out of nothing at all

TODAY'S VISIT SUCKED.
hurhurrr wanna guess why. anyway i cannot tolerate liars and pple who channel their anger to you just cos they happen to be agitated at the same time. so anyway i was just sulking throughout the whole trip =x i mean, yeah i was pretty sad when we were walking past all those graves cos those people died so horribly, & i felt quite sorry for them. but i dont get why most of my classmates are so ill-mannered. they disgust me. there's something called respect for the dead. oh yeah and it was bloody hot too.

but after that we had some informal cheer training, i succesfully completed a few front flips. hoho anyway we accomplished quite alot today, as compared to the rest of our trngs.

tiff&me played pool with nat on thursday (: cabbed down to paradigm again! haha we totally thrashed him (singles&team), & the games were all super fun we couldnt stop laughing :D and poor guy had to pay for taxi fare cos he betted with us with it and he lost the game.! ate at mos burger with tiff later, woohoo i like their fishburgers -grins-

WHERE DO THE BAD FOLKS GO WHEN THEY DIE
THEY DONT GO TO THE HEAVENS WHERE THE ANGELS FLY

2006-02-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

she's got a smile that it seems to me, reminds me of childhood memories where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky. Now and then when I see her face she takes me away to that special place and if I stared too long I'd probably break down and cry.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

thanks to all for the cute chocolates & flowers & cards and whatnot (: haha today was fun cos the moment we reached school everyone starting laying out their stuff on the concourse and were distributing them around. i think we looked like those pasar malam vendors =\ i made cheesecake in wine glasses & bought chocolates+flowers. i was quite insulted when they thought the cheesecake was wax =x

classes were tolerable, heehee and i nearly fell asleep in maths again. ANYWAY! on monday andre slept in class and ms ang was taking pictures of him from different angles. it was really funny, but i felt quite mean cos i was sitting next to him and i didnt wake him up. poor guy haha.

almeric came over! (: we talked for a while, ate at macs & then went home. haha i've just realised that for two consecutive years of vday, i've been having dinner & taking train back to choachukang with him. happy one year anniversary of friendship! :D but school should really end earlier, all the year fours end at 6, so that doesnt exactly leave us with alot of time to go out! =x

AAAH have i mentioned that i got A1 for olevels chinese -grins- oh, and benjamin found out about the prank vday letter so its not fun anymore ):

er, and happy birthday to irwin!

2006-02-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA TAKE YOU TO A PLACE YOUVE NEVER BEEN BEFORE!

i love tiff&kris! woohoo :D cabbed down to paradigm on friday and played from 12-2.30 (: it was fun! and we taught kris how to play. hoho we're all talented peeps. anyway we were like, the first ones there and the last to leave.

had sushi buffet at dining@sakae at cityhall later, food was okay but the service SUCKED horribly =x yeah the waitresses had baaaad service and they were so cheap they didnt buy enough spoons for chawanmushis. we ate nine cups in total haha! one for everytime the guy behind tiff blew his nose. er we laughed alot at him cos he was so funny :D oh, the only good thing is that they give you salmon sashimi, and this nice dessert called shira-something zenzai.

went over to tiff's house for sleepover! (: SHES NEAT, i cant believe it haha. eh her sister's 'lydia's hotel' thing was so cute, and her sister's nice too. anyway tiff looks exactly like her mom, and we saw her nude baby pictures HAHA. watched some movies, called some people, talked to people online and made stupid poems with the blacks language (er no racism intended!) and then we fell asleep. but hoho it was fun lah.

ANYWAY IM PISSED AT MY FAMILY COS OF THE VDAY THING. AAH PISSED PISSED PISSED.

2006-02-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

;hit me with your best shot

hohoho so happy! i just sent another email to lysh (: mm thinking about lysh makes me happy so yeah! :D

er had DINCH at pastamania with tiff daniel xavier at ps before playing pool. whee im so pro i beat the guys. but daniel is really good, we were quite close =x but yeah we had fun - i always liked playing pool alot, the satisfaction's too great when you improve (: AND I DID!

eating my cheesecake now haha. i just found another way to package my vday presents so yay :D but it costs so much more so i think i'll reduce the number of pple im giving (:

wednesday was dance! haha i really hope we'll do salsa cos it looks so cool. then again, we'll hafta dance in like, stilettos and we probably cant make it anyway. the juniors look interesting haha i hope theyre good.

IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW. OMG YAY. AND MERLOT DOES NOT MAKE ME DRUNK, MY SISTER IS SO FUNNY.

2006-02-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

hey, you know theyre all the same. you know youre doing better on your own so dont buy in. live right now, just be yourself, it doesnt matter if its good enough for someone else. it just takes some time little girl, youre in the middle of the ride. everything everything will be just fine. everything everything will be all right

man i loved jimmyeatworld so much haha. and i still do.

anyway sometimes i wonder about stuff - is it worth it. is it worth losing friends like nat&oliver over someone who doesnt really give a damn but just insult them out of boredom. i think its time for us to take the world seriously, to really grow up and abandon the childishness. growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional - okay this is a stolen quote from one of my msn contacts, cant really remember who it is but it's probably the only thing that i know about growing up. its quite true anyway.

crimson&clover,
over&over.

to some extent i think im some sort of traditionalist, in terms of beliefs and stuff like that. in fact i think my parents taught me well about respect. i find it hard to believe that some people actually dont give a damn about it. it's quite scary actually, and i can never figure out why is it so. its like those type of things you grow up to believe in, and its puzzling why others could think in other manners. and now im talking about respecting an individual for who he is, and respect the fact that hes an equal and is entitled to his own opinion.

isnt it ironic that the same person who cursed/insulted about almost every single person i know (even if she herself doesnt know that person) & chides me for making friends with those pple, turn around someday and accuse myself of limiting myself to a small social circle.

anyway i dont like to make scenes so i think recently ive been rather hoping to slip away unnoticed. that's better actually, lesser contact means less chance of getting yelled at.

2006-02-05T12:58:00.000+08:00

;do they have radios in heaven?

wahh im so addicted to this song, plain white t's good! (: anyway i like happyhappy songs, and i have NO IDEA how american hi-fi make a song like 'the breakup song', which is meant to be sad, sound so happy and well, lively.

went to my godmother's house yesterday, and my godsister was showing me all the recipes for muffins/tarts/cakes etc. im gonna make around 40+ this year i think! heehee i made tiramisu and cheesecake with mommy last night, and i found out that mascarpone's the name of a type of cheese :D

friday was housemeeting. DO YOU KNOW I OVERSLEPT AND ONLY CABBED TO SCHOOL COS THERE WAS A FREAKING HOUSEMEETING. uhm i suppose it went rather well. but theo's no longer captain and i think that's quite sad cos he was doing just fine. anyway we voted benjamin! (: i think he's quite capable so yeah. and yingzhen's now vice-capt. AND WE GOT COOL JUNIORS HAHA THAT'S THE HAPPY THING.

oh yeah then we went to have cheapjapfood at clementi again -grins- but for some unknown reason i felt so lethargic i went home to sleep right after that.

2006-02-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i hung around
with you all this time
you drove me crazy with your ocd
girl youre outta your mind
im counting on ufos
to beam me up
i just dont know how long
i can take this shit
im over it girl you gotta go

its over we're over
just like in crimson & clover
we're sinking & i'm thinking
how the hell did we get so stupid
its the end, ex-girlfriend
i dont care what you think of me now
so long youre gone
this is the break up song

one more thing before you go
Wwuld you please give me
my records back
my bloody valentine, the pixies,
cheap trick and back in black
you can keep the dog we bought
but you cant go near the standard bar
dont hang around
dont call my friends
they wont know who you are

its over we're over
just like in crimson & clover
we're sinking & i'm thinking
how the hell did we get so stupid
its the end, ex-girlfriend
i dont care what you think of me now
so long youre gone
this is the break up song
so long youre gone
this is the breakup song

its over we're over
just like in crimson & clover
we're sinking & i'm thinking
how the hell did we get so stupid
its the end, ex-girlfriend
i dont care what you think of me now
so long youre gone
this is the break up song

THIS IS THE BREAKUP SONG.

hey i typed that out.

2006-02-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

;i'll always have a sunrise

today was fun! (: but kris didnt come so lessons got pretty boring too.

cabbed down to ps, had lunch at kfc with mira tiff xavier & derrick kwok, then we went to play pool at paradigm! :DD i'm happy cos im quite up to form today (: won derrick at singles. but hes really good now, i think i might lose the next time =x tiff beat xavier at singles too! (HAHA XAVIER! I MAKE SURE YOU READ THIS!)the girls nearly won when we teamed up, but it's okay cos we'll thrash them soon ^^

i guess tiff mira & me were really hyper in the taxi and at kfc (: we were laughing our asses off. yay i wanna record tiff' loud and off-key singing when she's in the showers next year! and mira's hahaha hmhmhm hohoho was so hilarious. eh but the poor guys had no idea what we were talking about. haha BRAS BASAH!

ddr-ed later! (: it was pretty fun, but its hard to step in my dunks cos theyre quite loose. er, tiff's good! [:

oh btw, this morning, the cat jumped onto my canteen table and meowed loudly at me. i think it wanted my fries =x & i screamed like shit and ran behind some pillar to hide and got gracekng to help me carry the cat away. er, i got quite a shock. cats are scary~ -nodsnods.

2006-02-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

;we're gonna die like this you know

NO MORE PINEAPPLE TARTS! WAHHH AND I HATE ALMERIC.

2006-01-31T20:56:00.000+08:00

;& will you tell all your friends

is this a repetition? i dont know. anyway happy chinese new year yay :D

i love playing with my cousins haha theyre so cool (: i love not-sleeping and playing the stupid-but-fun three cards games, i love drinking shandy and watching cousin meng's face turn super red even though its only 1%, i love winning money(: & laughing at him cracking stupid jokes even when he's losing money, i love tricking them about the ring thing, i love eating prata! but most of all i love the fireworks. theyre SO SO SO PRETTY okay. daddy bought alot of them and we played for quite a while. er my camera's retarded so no pictures =x but they're really pretty! red & gold & white & green & blue! :D just like the ones at river hongbao but smaller and closer and were ignited by US (:

anyway reunion dinner was okay- after that we went walking around at riverhongbao. haha the stuff there was so cute, i got a handmade personalised keychain. that guy was damn pro :D

okay shit chem's due tmr. and maybe dontknowwhatelse too! (: byebye im gonna eat my heizhima now! :D

2006-01-28T13:22:00.000+08:00

;im running out of sympathy

I WANT THE EPIPHONE EMILY THE STRANGE GUITAR! OR THE FIREBIRD STUDIO! OR THE CRIMSON BURST IBANEZ GXR370! I WANT IT FOR MY SWEET SIXTEEN!!! :D

i want them though i cant exactly play very well, so right now i shall continue practising on my classical guitar at home (: the firebird studio one's really pretty, but im not so sure whether they sell in singapore. but i need to buy the package ones cos they come with amps. emily the strange one's super cool, and its 400+ but it doesnt come with amps =x

anyway performance was quite alright. yay the uniforms made us look so much cooler. thankfully we didnt screw up as much as we did during the rehearsals. haha some of them were so cute, they were like, jumping up and down during the principal's talk cos they were too nervous (x

went out tiffmirakris and we went nydc for lunch! walked arnd in suntec and we saw disgusting, slutty bras at lasenza! :D FUSS haha. stupid & ugly, short & fat. went ps later with tiff to check out the yamaha guitars. theyre expensive, and not that nice anyway!

the first few songs i'll learn will probably be weekends (by punchline!), above me (by rufio!) and the suffering (by coheed and cambria!) :D tata.

2006-01-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

here goes nothing

yay i finished 'days at seoul high' today haha! actl i was thinking abt what to blog about while showering but now i kinda cant rmbr. the lovelist thing er. -ahem- i hope i reaaally can finish it soon so i think there's not much use for you guys to visit it now anyway :D

and i dont quite get what mr valles meant when he passed me the english compre yesterday =x

ANYWAY i've suddenly lost respect for certain people in my class again after the lantern thing. for a moment i actually thought things were getting better since everyone was interacting and stuff like that, but in the end i got real disappointed by the attitudes of some kids. (HEHE KIDS)

im gonna bring my future guitar too tiffeh.! i cant wait to see the talent search thing. oliver's gonna be so cool and i think kegan's group will be pretty cute too.!

dance rehearsals was screwy yesterday =x i suppose we were at wrong too but i see no reason in yelling at the coach. for goodness sake, hes an external coach, you have no right to do that simply cos hes not even under you. and he doesnt hafta put up with you either -.- but i still think we'll be the best performance ehehe.

gniakristiffmira went macs to talk shit yesterday haha :D we have no more hangout places )x last time it used to be jelita, or ghimmohmacs, or suntec (HAHA!) or town etc. but there are no more freaking straight buses anymore so we can only taxi down?

okay im gonna write newyearcards now haha.

you said that i was the one that was gonna make you proud, with the attitude that I was letting you down. all i wanted was a little support, instead of rubbing my face in the dirt. so long, i'm sorry, i never wanted to be so far away from you but now i've grown up and i've moved on. dont be waiting by the phone, cos i probably wont be calling home today.

the cheerteam's falling apart haha how funny.

2006-01-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

hey ho let's go!

recently i bought alot of the mochi double sesame icecream and now i realised that i eat them almost every day! :D its nice anyway haha. better than ben and jerrys for me. but of course movenpick is the best!

me and tiff thrashed oliver and jenkin at badminton today! haha oliver's so cute, its the first time in a long time i've had so much fun with him and i guess we all miss it. anyway uhm me and tiff ditched the first few parts of PE after the running and then we had freeplay! (x volleyball and captain's ball haha.! we're so cool.

WHEE I LOVE TIFF <3

i need cliche cheesy korean-drama/fan-fic i think theyre cute. i love stories with happy endings. i think im a happy person haha :D

ANYWAY. hello does anyone wantsa play pool this thursday with me? haha i dont wanna go sakae this week cos er. i dont wanna be fat before the performance. er, sms me okay if you decide to play with me! (:

this morning i had guilinggao! haha from chinatown. and i went t buy sushi ytd for er. lunner yesterday and then i ate so much haha. but we ran today! so i guess that makes up for it.

BYTHEWAY- please dont eat hellopandas anymore.

THEYRE FORMING IN A STRAIGHT LINE
THEYRE GNG THRU A TIGHT WIND
THE KIDS ARE LOSING THEIR MINDS
THE BLITZKREIG BOP!

2006-01-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

;but happy is all that you make me

i bought a cute pj today! (: haha and earrings too. the strap for my heels broke today too when i was walking so mommy got me new flats too.

ANW im gonna be so dead cos i havent done ANY hmwk. & i so need to start running again. hello? what happened the enthusiasm i had in nylongd! everyone else's running like three times a week i feel uhm bad =x

ohyeah went chinatown just now and i got to eat my heizhima again :D and lots more chinese new year shopping! haha and i actually cleaned up my room abit today.

okay eugene's nagging at me to go do my homework. (NO, NOT THE ONE FROM OUR SCHOOL =X) and since he's being so auntie-ish, i decided that i'll go do some later.

haha someone play me punchline's songs okay.! though the one below's from the rocket summer (x

COS I CAN HEAR
THE MEMORY IN MY EARS
BACK TO THE YEARS
AND ALL THOSE TEARS
BUT HEAR ME WHEN I SAY
IM GLAD COS WE'RE HERE

2006-01-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

;your love is my heart disease

HAHA I AM NOT DEPRESSED la. i like coheed and cambria's guitarist and vocalist. claudio sanchez & travis stever! too pro haha (: im gonna be like them one day :D 'welcome home' is nice too, i LOVE the guitar parts. emo songs! haha im not an emo girl!

cos i listen to happy bands like allister and american hi-fi! (x

anyway lysh is down with shingles ): i saw claire at clementi macs ytd! okay tmr and next week im gonna call her during my free periods so she wldnt be bored at home! :D

sometimes you just dont know who to trust anymore. trust as in 100% trust. and its surprising that the people who you are in contact the most are the ones you fear. im not saying this as a form of declaration that im insecure or whatever shit, but its just a sudden realization i suppose. i do have an outside life, pple. and sometimes when my tolerance for the i-am-holier-than-thou or listen-to-what-i-say-no-im-not-telling-you-what-to-do wears off i just dont feel like talking to anyone in school anymore. haha im thankful for people like ronald, jaytee and anthony! though i havent talked to engaged for quite a while ): and jaytee since last year. but lately i've been talking to anthony and yup hes nice to talk to :D

SHOOT MY CUPID
OUT OF THE SKY
BREAK OFF HIS WINGS
AND GOUGE OUT HIS EYES

2006-01-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

;what's my age again

frankly speaking, i dont really like blink 182. in the sense that i dont dislike it but i dont like it as much as i love unwritten law or greenday or my chemical romance or coheed and cambria- you get the picture. but this song stuck in my head cos they played it today and its one of the rare blink182 songs that i listen to.

took cheerpics ytd. like, FINALLY. okay great now we can upload them cos those are our first official pic together as a team! and kris took pictures of us doing er. herkies and toetouches with her phone. but altron's and bryan's toetouches were obviously the best.

daniel brought drums to school on monday so now we get to hear how good certain drummers in the school are. (: er tiff and jenkin taught me+mira two each. it was quite fun la but i dont suppose i would wanna keep hitting the drums. it doesnt look very fascinating to me anyway. uhm oh yes haha now i have a slightly different opinion of andre. i didnt know he can play the electric guitar. and he played chapter four by avenged sevenfold for me! (x HOHOHO it was very nice of him. oliver played we're all to blame for me too :D and ofcourse they played lotsa other songs but they had no vocalists so it got a bit boring. american idiot was nice though, so much better than the band that played at music underground. tiff taught me the beat for it! (:

dance was okay. but the scarf thing's weird haha. and today we took pictures of the whole bball team! :D

ANYWAY im ending pretty early tmr so i suppose i'll go play pool or something like that (: or. go home and sleep, which is not a bad idea actually. if you're bored and want some songs, go get coheed and cambria. haha the first time i heard them last year i didnt think much of them, but the suffering's really nice, esp when youre in a bad mood :D

2006-01-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

;YOU MAKE ME WANNA LALA

happy anniversary to the five of us! wow i've actually been looking forward to this day - 16th january since last year. but now, surprisingly when the day finally arrives, im still at some kinda shock as to what to do.

i mean, after all its just a day. and its not really as if i'll be doing anything special today anyway. hurr i didnt go school today though =x

BUT YOU KNOW.
I LOVED THAT DAY SO MUCH.
SO I'D WANNA KEEP THOSE MEMORIES WITH ME.

i hope i dont sound like some stupid hung-up desperate kid who got dumped COS IM NOT, YOU DOOFUS.

ANYWAY now its 9plus and once again im reminded of what we did. the match's ending soon i think, but it's not as if we were paying close attention to it. the indonesian
people were worrying about their budget airline and well, i was cheering wrongly when indonesia scored instead of singapore and the malays behind me were laughing at me -.-

and then the suntec walk and the parents' calls and HAHA i rmbred this cartoon character picture on a bus that we walked past after irwin's parents called jenkin and jenkin's parents called irwin. and they both LIED together it was damn funny. er anw all five of us were giving that picture a high-five kinda thing so yeah i rmbred that.

and my bloody prata shop was closed. but we had cup noodles instead. and truth or dares and the running to catch the last train and the coughing in the background when the mrt announced the station.

well last year i was holding the hands of my best friends, my boyfriend, and my best friend's boyfriend. the palm tree that had 5 leaves initially lost all its leaves gradually (sorry i was tryna sound poetic =x) er according to nat even the tree's gone. so yeah i guess that just proves how temporary relationships can get.

actl i did some sort of lovelist for 2005. click here to get there. but its like 10% completed cos some of the entries havent been uploaded yet and some have not been written yet. only irwin+nat+oliver's been done heheh.

i used to love ashlee simpson's lala a lot. and once i made him switch on the radio immediately so that he could hear it. i still rmbr the lyrics so here goes.

YOU MAKE ME WANNA LALA
ON THE KITCHEN ON THE FLOOR
I'LL BE YR FRENCHMAID
WHERE I NEED YOU AT THE DOOR
IM LIKE AN ALLEYCAT
DRINK UP MILK
BUT I WANT MORE
YOU MAKE ME WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA
SCREAAAAAAAM.

2006-01-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

;bonnie taylor shakedown

are nougats fattening =x okay who cares about that anyway but they sure are addictive. i believed i must have finished at least ten of them in two days, and thats quite a scary thought i suppose cos now the whole pack is gone and i have to go get more.

haha the school sells pocky and kinder bueno now! just like nanyang's popular. i can continue my pocky-eating-habits in class now hurhur :D

school has kinda officially started (x i think i still prefer free periods to any other lessons. and i wont be taking any more core modules cos i've fulfilled my MCs and i think core humanities are more of a chore than enrichment classes. the only reason why i would want to take them is that they interest me enough.

oh yes and the IR thing. ehehe i dont think i'll be doing it this year. who cares about the portfolio cos we have our IRS already from gep. and the topics arent that nice too. the funny thing is how everyone's so hyped up about doing research work. i think they dont really know the horror of it all yet. (literature reviews =x)

havent been playing pool! and all the kiddies wanna learn how to play HAHA. well i think they can make it into the SAFRA at harbourfront. the one that joshua+shaun brought us to for bowling and then pool later (: i saw three-year olds there anyway. of course, im a natural talent :D

2006-01-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

I GOT SOMETHING AND
IT GOES THUMPING LIKE THIS
ALL YOU NEED IS
MY UHN TISS UHN TISS UHN TISS

hoho im so hooked onto this song even though it sounds techno-ish and i oh-so-hate techno )x gee, wanna guess why. think 'minnie'.

er mickey and minnie :D

went shopping with daddy & mommy today! jie went out with her friends. oh no orchard really doesnt have any nice clothes left i was quite disappointed. anw got new bras from women's secret. i like their colors (: oh yes in the morning we went to third granduncle's shop and my aunt gave me sunglasses again. er, she gave me a charles jourdan one last time but mommy says its retro-styled -.- hehe i need new specs too.

I BOUGHT MY BOOK-FOR-THE-SEM! HAHA GONNA PASTE MY BOYFRIEND'S PICTURE ALL OVER IT NOW! TATA :D

2006-01-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

;there's no i in team

hurhur my ears are red now! (: just drank an entire bottle of booz. the icecream soda one. dont try and tell me that its BOOZE. i know that, stupid. its the name of the drink i bought. drank my sister's green apple vodka yesterday too haha! but ice cream soda's still nicer.

mira i wanted to buy the long island tea one you know! (: but my sister insisted that it wasnt nice so daddy didnt let me get it.

anyway!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN KRISSY POO POO POO!

now i have a silly habit of adding three poos behind her name haha! :D tried to organise a surprise birthday party for her today! jo + eunice met up with her to collect jo's piano results (haha she passed (x) while the rest of us were waiting at sushi tei at paragon. had lunch there after er. surprising kris. but the waitors there suck anyway. there was a cute blueberry cake haha! and then we walked around. ran in my heels (THEYRE NOT WEDGES!). hohoho hurts like crazy cos we ran so much in heels =x jojo + kris wore 3.5inch heels. haha tiff wore heels too. but aiwei+mira gotta go third lang. anyway we were all so dressed up i bet we didnt even look like students. no makeup! (:

went ps and walked around.. then me + jo + kris went bishan to take neos. we look so cool with shades. i love them! haha. hellogoodbye is really good :D

SHIMMY SHIMMY QUARTER TURN
FEEL THAT I WILL NEVER LEARN

2006-01-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

;cheap shots and mean thoughts

ive got new bands and new songs. herm the one above's from the rocket summer. grr i have no idea how to configure my tablet for wireless connection )x so now i cant download msn into it.

orientation was... normal. our new school at clementi is small, if you ask me. nanyang is, huge compared to our present campus. but anyway, seeing that we only have some hundred kids in our school, its pretty 'big' i suppose.

HAHA amazing race was funny. okay and it takes money away from us too! abi leilei kris & me didnt know that blk 402 was so near we actually taxi-ed there. fee was 2.40 plus the 1 dollar surcharge. its kinda sucky actually cos we didnt even move like 200m. er had salmon teriyaki don at central before taxi-ing back to school again! haha we're such lazy asses. alex treated! :D hoho the whole of 302 was there eating jap food with some of the 303 pple. we recommended to them hokay! (x

taught the new students cheers that we came up for the school. haha i like the beat cheer most i think. had house meetings and all that. the funny thing was that most of the houses actually claimed that they were overall first. hello? thats hilarious. cos any idiot would find out the stats and figure out how badly you lied to them.

HEH BUT SORRY COS WE'RE DEFINITELY FIRST FOR CHEER, HONEY!

you know what? i dreamt of zhongxiaogang and he was so cute in my dream. er for some unknown reason jasmine and wenrui were there too and we were fighting some dinosaur-ish monster.

went for dinner buffet at some hotel's restaurant today with my family! :D the food's fantabulous. and not so expensive so the cheerteam can go next time together haha! (: there was free flow sashimi and a chocolate fountain. hehehe imagine the calories. but i ate alot anyway.! ^^

2006-01-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

OMIGOSH DOES ROY HAVE A CRUSH ON ANG YING ZHEN.

2006-01-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

oh i just realised i was 'prettyokay'ing so much in the last post. er i bet you didnt notice.

2006-01-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

;i caught fire in your eyes

HELLO GNIA IS SAD. LIKE, VERY SAD.

im depressed actually, maybe i could go on to being suicidal but anyway i dont think thats gonna work cos i love my life too much :D

er campus superstar was pretty okay. yinwei got in again (x the girls are pretty okay. blueshirt guy wasnt there, and i dont like him cos he looks damn beng. anyway HAH hongjunyang was like on my right, behind me, and on my left. like omg.

school was pretty okay. i always loved having jnrs (esp sec2!) but i guess our new batch of students are the typical-guai pple. i mean yeah, theyre smart and all that and maybe some of them are poseurs but i guess most of them will turn out as wannabes.

2006-01-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

;i hear the exclaimation point

the word exclaimation is so 'exclaim-y'! okay nevermind. ouch my arm's choujing-ing. it hurts okay.

WE ARE ONE SINGAPORE
ONE NATION STRONG AND FREE

falala~ im so patriotic. anyway happy new year everyone! (: im a cheapass i decided not to mass msg my happynewyr greetings. i think i havent sent any yet.! HOHOHO i wanna thank santa claus cos now stalker is gone (i hope) for at least 1-2 years. actl i feel kinda mean i hope he doesnt ever see this.

bought random stuff these few days. got candied citrus shimmer lotion from body shop, smells real great :D and the cranberry thing hoho.

2005-12-29T13:09:00.000+08:00

hohoho i need to organize my stuff, buy sneakers, buy organizers (though euncie gave me a super nice one!), buy stationery, buy tops, buy bras+boxers, buy socks for the new semester! and i want that crumpler laptop case and more earrings and a nice choker. whee haha tiff's anklet is nice (: thankyou darling too! AND KRIS IS BACK. HOHOHO. and im so gonna get fat after eating mira's chocolates =x but i havent used jo's cup yet.

ANYWAY I NEED NEW PJs.
HAHA PREFERABLY CUTE ONES.
MAYBE I'LL GO TO THAT NICE BRA SHOP IN NGEEANNCITY! :D

uh-oh this is turning into a need/want post but nvm! it reminds myself of stuff that i need to buy.

2005-12-28T14:51:00.000+08:00

;you give love a bad name

CHARISSA YOU ASS-HO.
you know, the way the baby said it in meet the fockers. anyway so yeah im sucha smart ass i guessed so. if hes really here, i'll be dead =x

oh and im not in a pissy mood anymore! (x harhar im a happy person. falala~ went to school ytd with jo tiffeh mira euncie aiwei altron to teach the psl cheers. heh i like the 'beat' cheer, though its pretty stupid. me and jo er. came up with it (: oh yes xavier was there too. he missed his home united trial cos of the rain! =x

oh and we -tried- to train but then again we're such a bunch of slackers nothing works out in the end. anyway kris is back! woohoo :D

watched chronicles of narnia the other day with my sister. and i realised ive read the book before. and not just 'the lion the witch and the wardrobe' i think i kinda finished the whole series in sec one or smthng like that. and we watched troy and some random korean drama in the car on the way to msia too ^^ basically msia has lotsa food =x i ate my prata haha!

THANKYOU ALL FOR THE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS :D theyre lovely! and pretty too! haha fibocheer rocks. & im feeling charitable now, who wants me to donate stalker to them? ^^

AND I GOT MY LAPTOP. WHEE I WANT THAT NICE CARRYING CASE TIFF WAS TALKING ABT! :D

I HEARD THE
REVERBERATING FOOTSTEPS
SINKING UP TO THE
BEATING OF MY HEART

2005-12-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

im pissed, really. i dont know why but yeah im pissed. actl i have no reason to be unhappy but i just felt so. merry christmas anyway. my stalker just msged me and it was.. horrifying byebye.

2005-12-22T19:07:00.000+08:00

;bleeding mascara

falaLA~!
hehehe that whoever's brother jaegwang in doremifasolatido used to say that alot, which is quite cute.

anyway watched kingkong ytd. harhar this is gna be some sort of a spoiler but ANYWAY! i am gonna curse that stupid retarded bitchass punk carl. falala if i ever meet this guy in real life hes so gna get kicked in the ass. whee but i love ann and jack together. jack's so prince charming -nodsnods-

anyway jo, theres nothing wrong with liking cliche stories okay! i prefer happy endings ^^ unlike you sadistic creatures. my sister loves to see pple dying and torn apart by sharks/hollowman-s or whatnot. and jo loves stories where eyy. the girl ends up with the boyfriend's FATHER instead of the boyfriend :( or when the gays eat out each other guts/brains/kidneys.

im glad im normal.

yay gng to school tmr. gonna meet the cheerleaders again (: after so long haha. but not gng for the masquerade party later though =x

2005-12-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

;you and i, collide

went for a major shopping trip on sunday in msia. mom and i kinda like, made up. which is goooooood (x cos she gave me back my wallet. its pretty fat, but i dont care cos i like the color.

HAHA ive got a marlboro jacket now. was quite inspired to get a red jacket after how kris told me about the jackets earrings clothes shes getting at vietnam at low prices )x yay shes buying 2 bucks flipflops for me :D but anyway back to the point the marlboro jacket is pretty. and i bet i look like some professional F1 racer in it. bought shorts skirts heels bag no tops :( gonna get them this week when we go again. jie got stuff and a really nice stussy berms. i would have gotten the hiphoppy ones too but they didnt really look nice so yeah.

then we met cousin zheng and he treated us to seafood. but no mantous :(

aaah its boring at home. we watched my favorite troy the other day and and fellowship of the rings ytd. i watched 13 going on 30 (yay! from joy&trackers), the princess diaries, and other movies i cant bother rmbring. i think we're gonna watch the two towers later. maybe gng for masquerade party this friday.

I AM WAITING
WAITING ON THE LINE
FALLING FAST
AND FALLING FAR BEHIND

2005-12-16T16:48:00.000+08:00

"He came out of the bakery, holding onto your cake when they all approached him and surrounded him. He asked if he could take them on another day because today was your birthday."

"I agree. I bet he likes you a whole lot. I bet he’s hurting more than you are right now. I bet he even broke down and cried after you left him."

"As of right now, I have the right to speak to you as your boyfriend and offer you a condition that you will have to agree to. And that is not to see any guy once the breakup is over."

HAHA "WANNA LOOK LIKE ME?"
PingPongBoy!

2005-12-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

;the sky could fall tonight

im such a kinder-bueno-eater. anyway finished the four packs in the refrigerator today. oh, and all my yoghurts too.

went j8 with almo xav aiwei ezra mira sarah waisum to cheer on yinwei ytd. sorry no nicknames today i dont feel like it =x pple were tryna bribe us to cheer for their kid with macdonalds :D anyway i was uber tramautised by big-sweaty-white-shirt guy. yes mr white shirt. i almost cried cos hes horrible. and i was so afraid to even come close to touching but white shirt just had to shove his way and stand in front of me. and he was sweating like no ones business it disgusted me.

oh yeah and i couldnt stay for long so i missed his performance. but its okay cos aiwei video-ed it and i watched it this morning. it was really good (x congrats for making it to top twenty again. haha yinwei's a murderer.

life's been boring sigh. read some soompi fanfic til 5am on monday night and i was so busted last night i slept at nine. shin eungyu <3

2005-12-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

;the taste of ink

i wont discuss much abt ytd since it annoys me so much. anyway was supposed to be a happy day for shopping. we went out with aunt rita and shujun. shopped at orchard. guess and armani held major sales but as expected, the clothes didnt alrdy cost 300+ or werent nice. but bags had some sort of discount :DD

uh me and mom both got nice wallets, then jie decided to get a guess bag (she never carried those type of bags til i did =X). my wallet was nice haha, daddy was supposed to get it for part of my christmas present, but it was on discount. original price was 66$ (x

and then jie bought a shirt from zara. shujun got a kapo thing for her birthday today. oh yeah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUJUN <3

okay you can be nice and tag at her already-dead blog. i kinda like the name. haha fine we named it for her last time.

oh ya then quarrelquarrel blahblah i got stuck at some sandy playground for an hr plus then i shifted grounds to the uh. spongyground one. yup thanks to xavier (FOR HIS MOM =X) korkor (for his overseas calls) and jojo (for her unsuspecting fruit-eating parents and a 24hr-hotel at my disposal). lalaa i had black sesame for breakfast and i ate so much yoghurts and kinder buenas today. i feel quite bad haha. uh pehpeh came over for a while, to sleep -.- cos my bed is super nice.

BEING HALF DEAD WASNT
WHAT I PLANNED TO BE
NOW IM READY TO BE FREE.

2005-12-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

;welcome to the jungle

jojo came over on friday and we played more of the sims (: its really fun. we're great designers -thumbsup-

and we ate lotsa hershey's chocolate syrup thingy. jo even used a spoon and just drank them up like that. shes really terrible =X at least i dont consume it in such large amounts. its pretty fattening i think :
and i got her addicted to pineapple tarts too haha. and the ones that we have now arent even half as nice as those that my godmother made for me last year. those are absolutely fabulous i finished two big tubs of it myself.

went out for dinner ytd with my parents. and i bought more kinder buena. im really hooked onto it now, have been eating at least one-two per day. (: and i dont let jojo or pehpeh touch those in my refrigerator.

anyway i had another horrifying dream last night. it was about this female demon who wore a flowy red dress and whos tryna kill me. she looks perfectly human but you could tell that shes a demon cos of the evil gleam in her eyes. anw the thing was that she was in a pit and if we are gna destroy her, my parents have to go into the pit together first because that somehow disables her temporarily, and then im supposed to chant something while shooting at her. apparently that didnt work very well and she escaped. and i just continued chanting and shooting but she wasnt dying (shes a demon) then in the end she got a er- machine gun and she started shooting at me. okay then i was supposed to die but i didnt and i realised my wounds didnt hurt at all, then the demon turned out to be my sister and they were playing a game.

wow some kinda dream huh -.- sorry imagination overload =X at least they leave an impact big enough for me to be able to recall them.

third aunt treated us to dinner at some restaurant just now (: the tofu was nice haha. i bet my sister's jealous cos she hasnt eaten her fried tofu for a long time (x then i bought more kinder buenas cos the stock at home's been depleting. i think i'll go play the sims later. after talking to fabian and aiwei! tata for now.

2005-12-09T14:41:00.000+08:00

;sweet child of mine

ytd i had another horrible dream. okay maybe not as terrible as the one about baby, but i was pretty shocked anyway. it was about some stuff through sms.

AND THEN I ALMOST FELL IN LOVE WITH THE GUY IN MY DREAM AGAIN. hes not exactly the beach-boy kind of hunk, he was super emo i swear. and he had that punk look as well. err okay, and he had the bad-boy looks. but its okay cos he was nice, he plays the guitar, and hes rich. oh hes smart too. and we were talking about the random bands and whose concerts we would like to go to. okay then i think i woke up, or the dream switched to the scary one.

jojo came over ytd! xavier too (: haha we played the sims together, it was so fun. and we're such talented designers anyway. put some random characters in :D and they tried to cook haha. jojo and her oyster sauce noodles. and xavier does not know how to boil water HAHAHA.

yay my okcounter finally works again. i have no idea what happened to the previous one anyway. byebye (:

2005-12-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVIER PEH

im like, eating hersheys now. uh no, not the chocolate, im just eating the syrup thing (: cos i was tryna add it to my milk then in the end i couldnt be bothered so i just decided to pour it into another cup and take alternate sips from both cups.

HAHAHA my sister is so loser. she was trying cook/roast the chicken wings for lunch then she realised that she forgot to turn on the switch like, 30 minutes later.

anw a few days before i had quite a terrible dream =X the cheer team was at some kind of amusement park and then somehow we had to walk across this long shaky bridge over to the other side. but there were no handles and it was so high that you cant even see the ground below carefully and we all got quite scared. then me and baby decided to cross first, but while i was walking the bridge suddenly snapped and then baby reached out and tried to grab onto me. and while they were pulling me back onto the side baby suddenly lost his balance and fell ): and everyone was so shocked and horrified they just stood there staring at him. but i knew we had to get help fast and i tried getting them to move but no one was doing anything.

and then for some reason i started running down the stairs (i didnt even bother taking the lift) all the way and when i reached there he was like lying in a pool of blood. it was so real i think i really cried in my dream. but right then i couldnt figure out why the rest of the pple didnt rush down cos i thought the sooner we get him to the hospital he'ld have a higher chance of surviving. i think someone called for the ambulance but i didnt wna wait for it. so we just carried baby and tried to get someone to drive us to the hospital quick. but when we got into the car, the car just wouldnt start and i was so anxious and scared i kept crying and praying that he'll live.

i think when i woke up i was pretty terrified :(

anw tuesday was like, shopping trip day! haha mommy bought me a nice guess bag and a pair of heels. armani had a sale but the clothes that were on sale werent that nice anyway. oh i got a haircut too. but i think my hair's really screwed =X haha jiejie has bold red streaks in hers. anw it was like, i didnt really like the shoes but mommy kept bringing me to different shops to try on but i kept refusing to buy them. so we walked all the way from centrepoint til wisma and she insisted on buying heels okay. i was like, how about i buy some tops instead and shes like 'can you concentrate on buying a nice pair of heels first' and i was like 'er okay'. by the time we bought them it was like 8+ alrdy and my dad was already waiting for us at newton so we cldnt shop more )x went alexandra road for dinner and i got my black sesame paste again. haha i ate it in the morning at bedok too.

AND I LOVE KORKOR! HE BOUGHT ME BLACK SESAME FROM CHINA HAHA (:

anyway today was fabulous. pehpeh's birthday haha! he picked me up at cck then we went to his hse first to help him pick clothes (: taxi-ed down to paradigm cos we were super late. uncle sent us to paradiz centre instead -.- but anw yeah ezra was like super early.! haha played pool with pehpeh sai chuen (sp?) ezra sarah for a while and then yinwei joined us. me and sarah are super zai, we beat the guys okay (: jo came after swimming with sarah leck, and played with jingjing (: haha and we signed a nice bday card for er pehpeh :DD oh yes and we saw jenkin and jo's cousin janan there.

went fish & co afterwards for dinner.! 70 percent of the cheer team+sarah was there okay! (: me tiff mira jo bryan aiwei sarah ezra yinwei and like 10+ of his sji friends. and it was super squeezy! haha we were like supposed to have some intro thingy but i think i forgot all of their names. oh but i rmbred that samuel guy who wished me happy birthday on the bus. anw aiwei was so cute, ezra was forbidding her to eat any fries cos of food poisoning but she was stealing fries from everyone :D and then i added salt+pepper to xav's drink without him knowing then we tried getting him to do yamseng with us. and his expression was terrific when he drank it HAHAHAHA then after that i think he tried to give his drink to his friend and his poor friend didnt know abt it as well and they both kenna-ed. it was super funny and me & aiwei were laughing like crazy til our stomach ached.

jo left before the bday cake came :( yinwei went up to sing two songs! haha and everyone was clapping for him. the previous vocalist sucks like crazy and we were all cursing/booing him before that. sarah was like telling the waitress to tell that guy to shutup and the waitress seemed very amused (: pasta was pretty nice. tiff and mira bought a nice ice cream cake for pehpeh! (i think its from swensens, right?) but i didnt get to eat it cos i had to leave early too. thank you bryan yinwei ezra for walking me out and helping me flag a taxi.! i was like first one there okay, but then there were two pple who cheated and snatched the taxis away from me =X but thankfully i managed to get one. and that uncle was so nice i rmbred his name so i can put it here. haha MR JACK TAN. yes i must thank him. he knew i was in a hurry okay so he was almost speeding on the highway and he drove past a red traffic light for me! (: then i ran up in my 3.5 inch heels all the way. okay fine so i cheated and i turned back by handphone's clock by uhm 9 minutes but still. got stuck in the balcony area for like an hr ): my feet hurts now.

okay gna sleep soon byebye.

2005-12-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

;alcohol & altar boys

hi ive decided to re-play the sims.! haha since im like, quite stuck at home anw. anut carol and uncle david are coming over to our hse to stay for three days starting tmr. so a good game to kill time would be the sims and ive got so much of the expansion packs anyway. haha i love the superstar one most though. so glam.

whee i have a souvenir from almeric haha.! (: i want one from china too okay. mm christmas's coming, me and aiwei gotta start working on our christmas gifts.! tiff and jo's got theirs alrdy i think :\ haha and christmas cards.! omg i love christmas. someone better have a cool party this christmas man. or maybe we'll just go chinablack and have a sleepover.!

haha hongxingdajiang so stupid. theyre singing some family song, then theres ge ge, mama, jiejie, ba ba damn stupid and hilarious. anw yup i have been listening to coheed and cambria quite a lot lately. esp on my ipod before i sleep.

2005-12-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

;smells like teen spirit

daddy says i shld stop trying to go out on alternate days. actl that's what ive been doing for the past two weeks of the holidays =x whoopsie.

haha i forgot to mention. this monday, when sarah leck krisseh and jo were at jurong swimming pool suntanning, i was playing bball with pehpeh (: it was like super cool la, supposed to be very hot at 12 noon but cos there was shade, it became pretty cooling (x

actl harrypotter/brian isnt THAT bad. hes just a bit short. looks are quite okay. and maybe hes stupid but we cant tell. uh went with kris and pehpeh to christ the king today to watch jo dance retro HAHA :D pehpeh was frantically looking for gabriel. jojo spilled my black sesame paste -glares- cos i said 'so whos the guy who had a crush on you' a bit too loudly in front of their room. uh, brian happened to be standing against the door :
but im happy still cos i got to eat it (: anw watched the performances, then took train back. there was this guy, francis i think. yeah he was in some band performance thing haha hes like super funny. yeah he was the vocalist. he wasnt exactly a very good singer but hes a good entertainer. and they played smells like teen spirit by nirvana really cutely. the rg guitarist was jumping up and down and the vocalist and bassist were shaking their heads and gng crazy. everyone was cheering like mad, including the parents! (x so cute. haha i like the guitarist, shes quite good. and shes a girl okay! their drummer is pretty good too.

korkor was waiting for me at amk mrt.! he got back from msia squash trip haha. then kris pehpeh me almo took train back together. ate supper at macs with korkor. i had my berrynice yoghurt :D

lalala i rmbred. my dream was about narutos and mochi double sesame icecreams. must have been the cravings (: i dreamt that jojo stole my black sesame icecreams and i was super mad =X

2005-12-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

;plays pretty for baby

omg jo you rejected someone! ]: so mean, still say that it's cos hes stupid and not hot and everything else =x okay haha i shall see him tmr and decide! that is, if my parents let me go with kris and pehpeh. ayeee lets dress up as punkrockers.! :D and go get a nice tattoo on the arms or smthng like that harhar!

uh last night i had some pretty weird dreams. funnily i still rmbred them while buying ban mian just now but i guess i forgot. i think i dreamt abt buying mushroom swiss burgers from burger king :D

last week (i think) i watched skyhigh with my sister, amanda and amelia! hahaha both me and amelia like WARREN PEACE 'cos hes got the bad boy looks (: supercute haha. and me and my sister watched exorcism of emily rose too before i went for the chalet. bleh i fell asleep halfway, she said it was really interesting haha.! the six demons that come out at three AM.!

anw i am now (officially) ungrounded.! yay -claps- went out with aiwei eugene waisum yinwei ytd to watch chicken little at cine. hahaha we were stoning so much at taka that we missed quite a bit of the show. it was... quite cute la haha. mira and pehpeh and tiffeh watching today! (: then afterthat took neos and we went to play pool.! haha shit now the pool uncle at paradigm recognises my voice. it's like, i used eugene's phone to call and put us on the waiting list but then after that when we strolled in the uncle was like, 'you are up next' cos he knws me.! =x thankfully the auntie wasnt there cos she hates me, i swear.

haha we thrashed them.! (: yinwei is damn pro, he won me by three balls for singles :\ but i won the rest la, as in when we all tagged teams. no matter how they switched, my team also won okay! (: but me and girlriend are the best la.! :DD

ooh btw waisum has nice arm muscles haha. i dont know where are the biceps or triceps or whatever so i shall call them 'arm muscles'.! hahah its super freaky his veins kinda like, pop out.

oh then after that i went to collect my phone.! hahah eugene and aiwei waited for me. IM SO FREAKING HAPPY HAHA NO INFORMATION IS LOST. i hereby declare that i shall backup my msges in the com. er, who wantsa buy/lend me the cable. i think its 30bucks.

lalala omg i cant wait to hear the guys sing 'torn' by natalia imbruglia. or semoga bahagia. HAHAHAHA :D

2005-11-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

;your heart is an empty room

okay im bored =x ah and i refuse to sleep. haha okay jie had prom today, i think it's fun. i want prom TOO! but stupid lah our school. maybe next yr we shall all go to RI's one since yinwei said they could invite girls. ehehe and pretend that its our prom :D

uh went shopping with mommy and daddy today. i think they were trying to buy me something cos jiejie bought so much stuff for prom then theyre tryna make up for it =x then i was saying no to lotsa stuff cos i wanted to buy the nicenice heels and the guess bag and maybe some zara tees AND GO LIANGCOURT TO BUY THE SUPERCOOL EARRINGS. but anw i was quite disappointed la orchard seems to have lesser nice clothes =x and then guess what, the heels that i wanted was out of stock and other shops didnt have nice ones. they didnt sell the guess bag at scotts plaza or taka! and we didnt go liangcourt )x okay im uber sad. but my dad say weekend go orchard shopping again harhar.! :D maybe they'll have new stock.

i like that guess watch! haha damn stupid la they sell a guess denim skirt for 375 bucks. and you cant even tell whats the brand cos they didnt put it there. no nice sequins somemore.

uh okay i think i hafta sleep now =x gdnight.!

2005-11-28T16:28:00.000+08:00

;hey there delilah

haha yinwei has pretty good/weird taste in music too. -highfives.

just read some shitass thing so i thought i might as well blog here about it. for starters i know i have, (or rather we have) got the right to write about it more than those silly wannabes.

maybe its the confidence or maybe its the arrogance, i simply cant stand pple who havent seen the world, something like jing di zhi wa perhaps. see its a good thing to watch tv alright. theyre not even freaking considered naive, theyre just plain stupid.

if you want to rank the good schools, we'll prolly end up with schools like rgs ri ny tchs and maybe acsi victoria dunman. okay nus high's one of them (: anw so yeah, some kids think that just cos theyre in schools like say, scgs or any other ij schools theyve got the right to actl look down or insult pple. seriously, you guys are no different from them. youre not exactly smart, just average. and if you think youre so highclass just cos oh you speak english and you have a pretty face, get a life. there are tons other girls in rgs and nanyang who's got the looks, the brains, and the personality.

its nice to be able to speak english, sure. but your reason for doing so is because thats the only language you can speak without sounding like a duck. and the thing is, your grammar aint that good either. i always believed that theres a reason why you didnt manage to go to a good school after psle.

im not trying to say that pple from these schools are stupid. some of them are, quite smart and theyre nice too. but there are just some who have the misconception that theyre superior. as far as im concerned, we're in no way inferior to them. the reason is obvious enough.

one thing: if you cant dance then dont. if your excuse for not doing so is that it looks slutty or whore-ish or whatsoever ... uh well thats quite a lousy excuse. grow up girl. maybe you dont know but your britney spears idol have done more outrageous stuff. its time for you to learn how to accept others for who/what they are.

m sure you have no idea what im talking about (: actl i dont really know either. i was just mad/amused/ insert-random-arrogant-word-here basically, i'll be nice to you if youre uh, nice la. i dont like making enemies. but its cos we're so confident that sometimes when some pple who are obviously inferior try and make a statement and insult us, we get nasty. you know if they just shutup we might have been good friends with them.?

okay im gng get more songs now. have a nice day and merry christmas.!

2005-11-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

;listen well will you marry me!

OMG I LOVE THIS SONG. haha the suffering by coheed and cambria. i like their vocalist alot! oh yes heehee,

CONGRATS TO YINWEI!

-grins- haha third round alrdy whee your mom really organising fan club arh! (: so cute. whee we must conference more. like, last night! :D

anw oh yeah the party blahblah then conferences at night haha i thought y'all dao me okay! how i know the phone's the problem =x but anw after that i talked to pehpeh for quite a while too.! oh then saturday. ~~stupid~~ korkor woke me up at 8AM la )x yeah then i helped him with his flag day. (see im such a cool meimei) haha met gabriel.! the sji one. hes funnaaaye (x and all the other squashers. i didnt know those at yoshinoya were only sec 2! haha tried to bluff them okay! about the siblings thing but gerald actl rmbred me from the swimming carnival! haha hes got nice china eyes alright. looks like that prince from chi zi cheng long show that i used to like! and i rmbr their names :D mervin and roy at yoshinoya.!

uh then i was the sticker girl (: im damn cool. okay yeah haha etc then we went to look for yinwei at mediacorp. walked all the way in okay! was house-scouting with almeric haha then after that we left cos by the time yinwei's ready it'll be too late. went macritchie! (x then met pehpeh and we played bball at tanglin cc for a while before gng back. oh me and pehpeh talked at lot one macs for a while. yay my berrynice yoghurt harhar!

anw yeah they smashed my phone, took away the internet modem, took away my hse phone and what else. yeah they grounded me. jo says my parents are immature =x i agree. and now i hafta come into the world of carrying retarded phones that no one else uses nowadays. some freaking motorola phone. ive always used nokia, now its freaking hard to type :
anw conferenced ytd night. and i talked with yinwei til 5AM (x pehpeh he sang for me kay -smirks- its so nice to talk to pple during holidays, if not i'll be like damn bored la! anw conference tonight again okay (x

ah yeah speaking of which, im doing up a lovelist blog.! (: haha actl i wanted to do one last yr but then in the end i became too lazy. but since im so bored nowadays and im grounded (inofficially) i did my own template.! engaged's the only one who knows the address as of now.! haha i miss him a lot <3

2005-11-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

btw i ate luncheon meat cum garlic toast this morning =x amanda is over again helping my sister with her jigsaw. shes pretty nice. anw im here cos i forgot to thank korkor for staying up tuesday night/monday morning and sitting by the bedside trying to stop me from falling off the bed. i appreciate that la okay (: byebye im gna read my yaksha book now haha!

2005-11-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

;homesick at spacecamp

uh i got carsick today =x for the first time in my life.! was taking that shuttle bus out from aloha loyang. anw the driver cant really drive so yeah.

in general, arts fest was ~~a failure~~ okay. actl it wasnt that bad, the strings performances were relatively okay and prof lai actl auctioned off stuff and dance performance was pretty nice (i was rooting for darling aiwei! and other cheerldrs too! :D) wheeee uhm but the nice part was the disco party yeah.? we were super crazy and it was fun cos we got charmaine to dance with us at the dance floor.! and we're so cool cos the rest of them are so loser they actl formed up a train kinda thing to R&B music. okay i think we're more than prepared for chinablack hahahaha. but mira can reaaaaally shake (x

and then i love nov/dec cos its the season for making friends! (: yay and making friends are nice i suppose. haha i think i sound like some squealy sec 1 girls school kid but nvm. screw you, its good to be young okay HARHAR. on the other hand, i sound pretty intellectual at the other blog. maybe it's 'cos engaged is the one who's reading the entries.

my sister's watching an indian show outside heehee okay nvm. before the real arts fest me and aiwei went to lot one.! korkor treated us to harry potter :D his friend augustine watched with us too! hahah cedric is cute okay i dont care, but i was hoping he'll die sooner so that the movie ends faster and we wont get killed by dr wong (: oh after everything, we did all our dances again in the fibo room :\ im so gna miss it la.! and all the informal practices we had there.! following which, korkor ezra eunice aiwei me daniel went to macs for uh, supper haha. we were like super thirsty can. oh yeah see i made a new friend that day - daniel! haha hes pretty nice. we all agreed to practise breakdancing during the holidays together.!

mm then yeah the party. it was fun! hahaha excluding some parts. anw ive gotta put this here 'cos i felt really insulted. like, fdsjhgdfgf no way dude. nat and gang actl thought that i liked kenny, which is way impossible cos he gave me a 'samuel-tan' as a first impression. not saying anything abt samuel 'cos hes pretty nice, its just that for me, kenny belongs to the type of pple whom i can take one glance and be certain that i'll nvr like them in that way. he is uh, quite sporting la i suppose. im sorry if you thought that my actions indicated that i like him or anything like that, but uhm i thought it was pretty obvious that the idea itself is ridiculous.

back to the party. my sis's friends came and at first it was pretty awkward etc. went swimming with the cheerldrs and sarah.! then pizza steamboat (harhar) bbq :D we played truth or dare and omg hahah this was super funny. the guys were very sporting. and yup yinwei sings really nicely. no wonder he made it into the students superstar thing (x hahaha poor kenny kept kennaing the dares. the first one was to do prostitute pushups (okay he tried to be seductive) and the next one was to borrow a bikini from our next door neighbours. we took pictures of it harhar so now we can uhm blackmail him (: third one was to sing, and he sang 'i dream'. well, hes the lead vocalist of their band! anw, bryan did handstand for two full minutes! daniel had to drink the special concoction by opy. haha and the 'youre the rose among my rosebushes' by opy, it was really cute [[:

then ezra did catwalks and strip dance (shirt only) to the music :D and sarah pole-danced with pehpeh as the pole hahaha! oh yes and that RI gabriel was the one who kept coming up with the outrageous dares heehee. in the end he had to do a strip dance (down to his boxers). it was ... funny. i laughed alot.

anw then some dance breakdance etc at the dance floor. jojo euncie kris etc cooked for us! (: thank you so much. and nat mira baby&friends at the bbq pit! :D then watched the uncensored version of love actually. it was supersuper gross la haha. then i went out and talked to kcc yinwei korkor baby and shane i think. yeah haha the stupid uncooked chicken wings =x went out for a walk and there was the stupid 3am emily rose and the demon thing. and the dont-stand-in-the-centre-or-you'll-get-killed-first by almeric :\ and played bball i think. haha watched the man u match then slept cos it was so boring. oh yes haha we went for another walk later i think.

went t baby's hse on tuesday! haha his mom is very nice (x slept for a few hours on his bed :D while they were racing, and baby got the gold prize thing under 24 secs! yes then we watched wedding crashers. went down and played bball again (: then after that guys went to play street soccer and pehpeh scored a goal for me.

lalala why am i telling you what ive done. actl i dont think anyone would really bother to read cept for those who went and did those things with me. then again, they would have KNOWN what happened. uh i think its 'cos i wna rmbr these moments. im so afraid of getting amnesia, you know? i can prolly write a book entitled 'how your mind works' with xavier some day! :D have a nice day pple, and uhm, merry christmas haha.

2005-11-22T10:48:00.000+08:00

;escape artists never die

okay party later. i've been on some sort of weird hiatus ever since the term ended =x i reached home late almost everynight then i guess im too lazy to come online. okay so anw, wow i dont knw louis and isaac etc. heehee and theyre coming. cookies and popcorn! (: haha you knw i love aiwei so much! we all conferenced last night.

cap wasnt that baaaad. i thought i wld get much lower than last sem's but i actl hit the 4 mark. yay -grins- but somehow i think i dont deserve it, considering how much ive played this whole sem. but i wont complain (x

and the funny thing was daddy didnt have anything to tell the mentors at all hahaha. oh and i skipped mentor grp party cos i figured out only the boys wld go kenwei's hse. and play tos maybe. whee gna pick aiwei up now. byebye (:

2005-11-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

;i just wanna jump

dear diary,

today i had my first kiss(:

okay sorry diary i was lying =x anw yes yes yes before i forget, mirabella ann foo wan yun kissed me today.! and to thank her for such a wonderful kiss i uhm, kissed her back! :D see so now its the main display of both our phones hahaha.

anw mister diary im freaking hurt cos in mira's blog, she declared that im unwanted. therefore im here to clarify that im NOT okay ): i, eugenia ong sze ying, am capable of finding a prom date. as mentioned in my previous post, im gna get a breakdancer-runner-hot-guy.! and hes gna be my prom date. heehee uh i saw someone who fit that description just now on the channel eight show but hes too old =x

anw so ya its still my first kiss cos its the first kiss that mira's giving me! (note: please do not get the wrong idea, im not looking forward to kiss no. 2 :D) heheheh unless you dont count it this way. then again im prettttty sure that it wasnt mira's first kiss too.!

whee today so bored we're all busy taking pictures in the mrl with our phones! hahaha and then used mira's camera too! :D we're vain pple, NOT. uhm im quite proud of cheerleaders -grins- cos some of us have scored really well in certain areas for this semester's exams.

kris got 84 for bio and 38 for stats! aiwei got 39 for poly! i got 38 for gambling! jo euncie mira tiff got so high for english! esp jo's beauty compo harhar (x andandand mira scored well for geog too.! and me and jo's chineseeeee.! yay hahaha. then the rest we scored relatively okay marks (: hahah and the bilingual competition rmbr.!

anw yes mister diary im quite scared for arts fest like fgsjflghld what if i screw up. heheheh but i knw mira lurrrrves me so it doesnt matter hahaha i love my face change partner cum prom date! provided she doesnt go prom with her acs date! :DD

2005-11-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

;demolition lovers

shopping at bugis is pretty fun (x haha yay i bought my boyjeans at topshop there. euncie darling bought hers alrdy too! somemore ours are the same size and type haha.! and our shirts :\ bossini is cheap. but maybe i'll go buy the shirts someday to sleep in. theyre quite comfortable i suppose.

okay so anw i finally bought a denim skirt. then me and mommy went arnd looking for shoes. i saw this OMG DAMN NICE purple kipling bag and its lke 109bucks but so much nicer than guess's bag. i want it so much :\ and its really pretty. and then there's this nice pair of sandals(?) that cost arnd 44. its quite nice, haha im gna put it in my christmas wishlist too. and another pair of heels that mommy wanted to buy for me at first but i was so scared that i cldnt walk in it i refused to get it. cos if not very malu :
oh yeah and results.
my maths were pretty okay. i scored abit higher than what i did last sem i suppose. 38 for gambling, 36 for stats and matrices, 32 for coord. heehee but coord is the only thats outta 50, the rest are out of 40. kris is smart (x we got almost the same for all the subjects i think, plus minus a bit.!

uh and the sciences were okay la. yay 37/50 for waves. uhm dont ask about optics. but anw i was sure i cld have gotten higher for waves since. theyre all careless mistakes. bio was relatively okay. chem too 'cept that some pple got surprisingly high for their intellect. mr sukandar was smiling at me kay.! i wonder if he thinks im stupid :\ cos im NOT.

HARHAR CHINESE
JIESHEN IS SO NICE <3

wheee 51/70 for compo i beat jojo by a mark. then she was over there whining about the content :p uh and 70/90 for paper. me > royston, so royston lost. but royston > jieshen, therefore me > royston > jieshen. and jieshen ended up treating both of us! so nice (x

im kinda scared for arts fest. dont laugh please -frowns anthony and his friend's coming, but i havent seen them before. pehpeh and sarah and korkor are coming too, and so are aiwei's friends. i doubt theyre here to hear the choir sing or the drama club quote shakespeare and anw we invited them so yeah! we're so screwed. we havent synchro-ed the badanna/scarf dance yet. and the formation and stuff like that! bryan! you must memorize okay! :
dance cca is quite okay what aiya mira must stop worrying! she is so cute (: yay prom date haha who's hotter man.! im gna get an ri breakdancer-cum-runner-cum-guitarist-cum-hotguy to be my prom date then i can ditch you -grins.

oh yeah hahah ijtp is freaking BLEUGH. its like, damn loser. korkor was telling me that theyre having their prefects camp and wtf they went to invite sji prefects to go help out or smthng like that (are they sluts or what). so anw poor korkor hafta wake up early (heehee) and go help them. i always thought that st nicks normally paired up with cat high or sji since their cut-off scores are arnd the same, and other ij schools like sjc prolly paired up with st pats or st gabs. oh well, haha all i know is that nygh + tchs = hwachong family and ri + rgs = raffles family.

2005-11-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

;magic sticks in december

my daddy just massaged my feet for me hahah so nice! (: everyone loves their daddys.! anw we had cheer prac today. uhm yeah haha fer nowdrop! our school is damn cheap blahblahblah they shld just go rent the nanyang auditorium. the tickets are the same price but the quality is so much different. nanyang got nice aircon and seats where you can actl see the performers.!

you know what. i nvr had that holier-than-thou attitude til i really came to this school. as in like, i dont really look down or despise pple who are stupid or ugly or whatsoever. cos its really mean to do so. but i find it okay to laugh and insult pple who are obviously stupid/ugly and theyve got a cert to prove it but they STILL think theyre damn smart and pretty. its amusing, really. but after a while it just gets irritating.

anw i cant stand idiots who think its cool to listen to system of a down or cradle of filth or etcetc. the only reason ~~why~~ (no you cannot put 'the reason' and 'why' together!) you heard it was cos it was on the radio like recently and you thought its cool to listen to hardcore metal and its the in thing. but the truth is, its not. its prolly in the generation of 'who let the dogs out' and limpbiskit (WHICH ANNOYED ME TREMENDOUSLY) i thought its kinda loud and disturbing (and noisy) i'ld only listen to them 'cos of the few nice songs like violent pornography and chop suey. and byob too but it was so long ago and its pretty stupid anw other than the singing-like-an-idiot part.

and i bet youve nvr heard of bands like unwritten law or three days grace cos youre so ulu youre listening to 'cool' music not nice music. they make nice music dude. like waaaaaay better than cradle of filth. :DDD actl nymphetamine was pretty nice, but you guys prolly only got to knw of it after it hit some charts or smthng like that. i think nemesis is nicer though but how come no one knows of it :\ and suddenly like months after having motion city soundtrack in my ipod, i realised how cute my favorite accident was! :D and brand new is soooo cool.

kay byebye.!
pink rocks.

2005-11-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

;kill the messenger

eh shucks ive been sneezing so much these few days c'mon own up who's the one who's been cursing me all this while -.- i was just thinking about how rarely i sneeze then for this entire week i caught a stupid cold. my nose is so itchy and i feel like sneezing every ten seconds now ]:

anw AAAHH i just found out that hongjunyang sang the song for wu chu cai hong on channel eight! <3333 rocks la hahah my mom just told me.

and wangzibianqingwa is SO CUTE cos shan jun hao has got that whack-me face when he doesnt smile. and xuziqian is super poor thing. ye tianyu is cute :D

oh yes 'cos this few days ive been reaching home quite late so when i come online i ended up sleeping in front of the computer!

wednesday;
after everything, me aiwei xavier sarah went to paradigm and played pool! hahaha i totally owned them la :D didnt lose AT ALL. im so talented, aiwei -smirks. but its okay hahah cos youre my dear rmbr? and dear youre supposed to teach me how to play pool! -grins at sarah and pehpeh

anw yeah then dear's friend came, uh some guy called arthur and he lost to me cos he whacked in the black ball. hurhur see im on winning streaks [: or maybe im just plain goooood (x and there was this game with pehpeh when he whacked in two balls during the break and when it was my turn he had like what, three balls left? but i beat him okay. i just caught up and beat him by 2-3 balls. AHAHA SO FUN. see thats why i love playing pool.! (paradigm aunty hates me and pehpeh! :\)

oh i was on a picture-snapping craze.! haha and i familiarized myself with aiwei's camera! (: went heeren shopped arnd (while tiff was at ARMANI!!!) and tried on stuff with the girls, then we met the rest of the cheer team - mira jo kris tiff, except for eunice! hahaha we were all wearing short skirts la it was so funny, so cheer and jo's one was the shortest! followed by kris or tiff i think :D

then marche! hahah shared food with mira and aiwei and we ate quite a bit (: i LOVE movenpick ice cream laaa.! esp the time they came to nanyang and gave us free strawberry icecream harhar. absolutely delicious. uhm yeah took more pictures then after that took neos! (: was pretty funny cos its the same machine that we took with alex at bugis! mm then shopped arnd for tiff's heels (shes tall enough) and taxied back with mira and kris.! i was quite tired at the end of the day.

thursday;
uh basically went to school, met jo and kris and searched for project topics etc. man, the one about tiles color and optical illusions were really freaky! and HAHAHA i screamed then jojo chain-reactioned and screamed without even knowing why she did so. anw yeah we're damn cheap we actl rented/borrowed that lousy piece of glass from the black cabinets in the com lab for our pepper's ghost project :D and i felt like a thief and as if i stole that piece of glass when we were taking public transport back to kris's hse! :\ yeah watched dangou while doing the DOWNSIDE pinhole (:

friday;
finished our project lalalaaa we are SO PRO (: uh and did now drop! taught bryan so now everyone knows the step! wheeee i cannot wait i cannot wait i cannot wait.! :D

i love my cheerteam.
you suckers got served!

2005-11-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

;my favorite accident

yay left two maths papers and haha paradigm awaits. then either marche or chijmes.! (what happened to poor cafe cartel :\) expo today was relatively easy. the stupid graphs haha i started studying on bus 92 with krisseh.! and then its just polynomials and gambling left trm, which im very obviously not gna study tonight (x

listening to evanescence now haha and other songs i used to like alot last year! <3 so nice.

you wanna know more more more about me,
im the girl whos kicking the coke machine
im the one thats honking at you cos i left late again

hey! hey! hey!
could you see i want you by the way i push you away (yeah)
dont judge me tmr by the way im acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction (yeah)
hey! hey!

get tangled up in me.

haha im reminded of brittany.

2005-11-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

;cute without the e

twinkydinkypinky HIIIIGH!

heh. omg we finished physics today like omigosh-this-is-so-kewl. harhar do i sound like fiona? dont know hahah when i typed that i was reminded of her. ahaha im hyperventilating! :D

some boring maths left. and i havent studied/looked yet. but im proud cos haha i filed maths stuff -grins. i think i may hafta hand up stats file AGAIN. cos he didnt mark my last assignment and i dont wna not get marks for it COS I DID IT.

man i feel so free all of a sudden. maybe its cos i finally handed in all of my chinese zuowens! haha and i felt pretty accomplished when i did my yan jiang ci ytd.! though it was pretty short but it sounds proper enough (x

me/eun/jo/kris (or maybe even the whole cheer team, bryan doesnt study AT ALL!) cant stand stupid pple.! okay this means we're not in this category -smirks. like, we're so smart how can we ever be stupid (i sound like a roy) you know those kind of surveys where they like to ask you questions like 'when/who made you feel stupid' well, my answer is: NEVER.

actl there isnt anything wrong with stupid pple. i mean, i figured out that they probably didnt wna be stupid as well but theyve got no choice. yeah but the worst of all cases are probably the ones who OBVIOUSLY mugged like hell, but they claim that theyre oh-so-gonna-die cos they didnt study at all? uh actl i dont think its cool to not study. its just that we're so last minute this happens everytime to us.

ANW then these shitty pple come out of the exam hall whining like crazy about how theyre gna fail blahblah when deep inside they actl thought they might score well. but oh well, in the end they still get lousy marks.

HAHA AND THE i-started-studying-45206573-weeks-before-exams-but-im-really-not-stressed-at-all type. i mean, sureeeee.

okay lalala so we love analysing you. so we think we're damn smart we're damn cool, and that we > you.

HEEHEE
PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE AND BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!

99 kriegsminister
streichholz und benzinkanister
hielten sich fuer schlaue leute
witterten schon fette beute
riefen: krieg und wollten macht
mann, wer haette das gedacht
dass es einmal soweit kommt
wegen 99 luftballons

i am so cool.
but i miss oliver and suntec.

2005-11-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

;kent loves gig harbor

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE DARLING!

mm physics tmr haha.! i havent found my notes yet. ive got this feeling that maybe i'll find out that im losing some notes as well. ah whatever. uh haha we conferenced eunice this morning! it was pretty fun la hahaha. and eunice's sister said i was cute :D not act cute okay euncieee.!

my life's been so boring i dont know what to write down. oh yes my dream last night. i dreamt of oliver. and everyone was playing some mud-throwing game on this sloping field at night. it wasnt a happy/fun game you'ld have with your peers, its somehow like the lottery. i dont know? oh and then we had to clean up after messing around with mud then uh. everyone's head got chopped off and we all died. harhar i think it was cos i watched anna and the king last night then there was this part where the two lovers' head got chopped off then i got influenced.

i dont care im gng paradigm hahahaha.! (: with, anyone else who wantsa play pool alright.!

2005-11-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

ME VS MARADONA
VS ELVIS!

i cant stand that song everytime i hear it my heart totally melts. maybe the other songs by brand new arent that nice but this one's really slow and nice and, well touching <3 and it has such a cute name haha.

okay i suffer from shoulderache. and fingernail ache, if theres such a thing. today while trying on the bra i accidentally poked that sharp hanger edge into my left thumbnail and now it freaking hurts :\ and i shant talk about my exams too since... well i expected it to be like that anw. the weird thing is that i only started studying for stats 5minutes before the exam.! (: 5 mins mugging on the blue mats for the cheer team together!

haha i love my present okay korkor (: thankyou.

during exam i was trying to peel off my dead skin which has hardened. aye its quite fun cos it doesnt hurt and its pretty elastic [:

uh basically went lot one shopped around, played daytona (harhar i was first kay.!) and yes the basketball game. it was so fun haha the first time and we went through all the stages. it feels fun to be able to shoot. but the second machine was like crap la :\ no wonder the high score is so low.

then went home watched wangzibianqingwa. ye tian yu is so cute. haha and zhang ming han. i like his villain face (: and yunxi's so poor thing, but i HATE the mother. shes not even pretty herself.!

2005-11-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

took the 60 bus out of downtown campbell ben zandito he was down there he was waiting for me all the punk rockers and the moon stompers are all out on the corners where theyre sparin' for change i started thinkin' you know i started drinkin' i dont really remember too much of that day somethin' struck me funny when we ran outta money where do you go now when youre only fifteen

with the music execution and the talk of revolution it bleeds in me and it goes
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE RADICALS
GIVE EM THE BOOT YOU KNOW IM A RADICAL
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE REGGAE ON MY STEREO

the radio was playin' desmond dekker was singing on the forty three bus as we climb up the hill nothing incoming but the reggae drumming and we all come from unloving homes i said why even bother and i picked up the bottle mr bus driver please let these people on rude girl carol was a miniskirt girl my blurry vision saw nothing wrong

with the music execution and the talk of revolution it bleeds in me and it goes
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE RADICALS
GIVE EM THE BOOT YOU KNOW IM A RADICAL
GIVE EM THE BOOT THE ROOTS THE REGGAE ON MY STEREO

okay im gna start on chem now. thankyou nat for telling me that the chem notes are up at espace! :\ lms is like, so much better please. anw wheee i shall study til uh 11 la. my stats file is with mr wong? :\ study tmr! (: i want some sweet drink now. like antibiotics aloe vera drink, kris!

CHINABLACK
CLUB MOMO
haha gotham penthouse sucks right, tiff?

2005-11-03T12:23:00.000+08:00

;me vs. maradona vs. elvis

omg this is such a touching song -melts.

man i realise i sound like a stupid immature wannabe kid who cant even type/speak english properly. blahblah nevermind its train of thoughts harhar.

okay so now gnia shall attempt to blog coherently and type in nice, understandable english.!

gnia had a bio and coord exam yesterday but shant elaborate since so many other pple have talked about how screwed their papers are. basically gnia thinks its relatively okay. after that gnia and gang stayed in the fibo room to sleep and talk about ripped shirts and prom til 2plus despite not taking history paper. after that gnia and mira and kris and jo were talking about prom (like uh three years later) and gnia is super sad and worried cos she doesnt wna be dateless. and gnia started looking through her phonebook and she realised none of them meets the standard. but its okay cos she can always go with mira and they'll have lotsa fun together! (:

gnia and kris and jo decided to go running when they passed by bukit gombak stadium. gnia called eunice and uh please refer to eunice's blog for more details :\ okay then they realised that its too hot so they went shopping at lot one instead and trying on weird clothes from everywhere.

AND THEN GNIA FELL IN LOVE WITH SHANJUNHAO AND XUZIQIAN <3 okay gnia still loves that hot guy in her dreams but hes more unreal :
-the end-

anw, comecome! if you think youre that hot guy in my dreams or youre hot enough ehehe you can apply to be bought by me or mira.! if you come in pairs, that'll be even better cos that means both of us can switch around.! :D

oh yes last night haha our msn convo was super cute la. i mean, both aiwei and mira! :\ i feeeeeel unexperienced, like REALLY. haha so many parties at chinablack! mira aiwei; i heard the 24th one is organised by acsi and scgs? cos my sister's friend happened to be one of the organisers? but its non alcoholic la not fun one ]:

uh there's one on the 22nd and another on the 25th right? mm, when's maria's sister's one! hahah so cute man our holidays are gna be so packed! (and we'll end up a lot more broke. i plan to shop!)

cheerteam's gna go to the zooooo(uk) okay heehee (: and maybe jurong bird park or night safari or wild wild wet or escape! eh and defintely chinablack.! chem and english and stats tmr but i havent gotten back my stats file? sigh, study for maths tmr la! (:

after one or two i get used to the room
we go slow when we first make our moves
by five or six bring you out to the car
number nine with my head on the bar

and its sad, but true
out of cash and I.O.Us

2005-11-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

;tied to the testing of wills

omg i feel so UNEXPERIENCED. okay hahah 18th, 22nd, 24th. shit i hope my mom lets me stay out for all! (:

chinablack chinablack chinablack chinablack. it'll be good if the whole cheer team goes.

anw
I NEED TO BUY A BOYFRIEND HAHAH HELP ME (: THE PRICE IS NEGATIVE BTW.

2005-11-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

;criminal with protection of the law

okay omg sorry pehpeh i uh. havent started studying yet. anw was watchin ms usa and then afterwards the ms usa version of fear factor. hahah and i was like, telling him that im gna study while watching the show but i accidentally sent something like 'dear factor' across. pehpeh is gullible :D and he's like 'huh you mean theres a new show called dear factor. oh but i still like fear factor more'

HAHAHA
OKAY SORRY
im gna start on bio now. i actl filed it while watching tong xin yuan just now! (x mommy and daddy bought me heizhima too! haha so happy. i love it la :D

ohyes. haha this afternoon i tried to link 'rank n file' by antiflag but i realised it was too noisy so now im using memory! (:

oh yes english file. and i dont have my meiosis notes oh no how :\ heehee goodluck everyone. paradigm aunty must have missed me.! (:

2005-11-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

;kiss and make up

oh the things one does when she's bored :\ come online and slack arnd. its bio tmr but i dont -feel- like studying. hahah havent even filed yet. my notes are everywhere (x

i like flipside, was listening to it so much ytd night and today morning. hahaha, ritz carlton hotel! (: i wish its a week later, like now. can we hurry fast forward. cos if it is, i'ld be like jumping for joy haha.

omg now drop. i so cant wait for it. and our party! (: haha yay.

i dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide, i cry when angels deserve to die

2005-11-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

no matter where you go
theyll fucking tie you down
and bleed you frm your wrists
well its better that we leave
leave it this way

and just to soften the blow
i'll steal all of your kisses
and sew them up
in the creases of our hearts

no matter where you go
theyll fucking tie you down
and bleed you from your wrists
well its better that we leave
leave it this way

and just to soften the blow
i'll steal all of your kisses
and sew them up
in the creases of our hearts
and just to soften the blow
i'll steal all of your kisses
snd sew them up
in the creases of our

HEARTS, HEARTS
i never really loved you anyway
(X4)

and on the one thing you betted on
dont ever let them take you down
oh on the one thing you betted on
dont ever let them take you down

kiss and makeup - funeral for a friend

2005-10-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

;all hail the heartbreaker

this is how a heart breaks - like an egg! hahahahahaha :D okay sorry it was so funny.

anw, i ate that nice yoghurt for breakfast again! harhar i feel so healthy. uh, chinese o's were ~~super~~ easy and if i dont get A1 i think im gna jump down from ritz carlton hotel. which reminds me of apple strudels. sigh i wna eat now.

uh, ate duck rice haha afterwards. stole fries from jieshen! (: went woodlands and met my sister and ramona. we -tried- to do overdue hmwk la! and oh ya the veggie pie from the cafe is not bad (x my sister bought the wedges when we left :\ she said its damn nice.

haha im gna start studying for bio tmr ~~night~~! whee, i cannot do early studying la. it kills me :\ ohohoh and coordinate haha omg i love maths la can settle a module in 5 minutes one! im gna be so free after monday's 10.15am! pooooool (x

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
hahah ramona was trying to translate the 'trick-or-treat' to chinese so cute! (x

anw. kiss and makeup's really nice. i love it haha. maybe cos i listened to it too much ytd night!

2005-10-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

the end result
of so many meetings
at late night diners
with no one eating
we sit in corners
and sip burnt coffee
count the tiles up
on the ceiling
skip this pretense
and cut straight to dying
dont beg me to
keep your eyes from crying

you said so much
without ever parting your lips

its past 3 am
and im still far from sleep
and this is a habit
that i cant break
youre my only company
im skipping stones

and the street lights flicker like this match in my hand
the street lights flicker like this match in my hand
and the street lights flicker like this match in my hand

begging to strike
begging to strike

and i keep repeating but this payphone tele stopped receiving
flat out of change now
im sure you wont
accept the charges
its all the same cause by the morning i'll be halfway to
colorado or some place like that

you said so much
without ever parting your lips

its past 3 am
and im still far from sleep
and this is a habit
that i cant break
youre my only company
imm skipping stones
down a dull suburban street

and she keeps on asking,
do you think
it hurts much to die?
its hurting so much more
to stay alive now
she is going to find out
how much it hurts to die

she laces her perfume
up with death
i feel it in my lungs
so i pull in
the deepest breath
and drop my head

chloroform perfume - from autumn to ashes

2005-10-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

;short stories with tragic endings

in case you havent realised, me and eunice asked mrs phang the other day about how our classes were gna be like for the next three years and apparently all core modules will be held in mentor groups (like wtf) and they didnt look as if they'll change their minds. i mean, anything we say hardly gets through anw we're used to it. i seriously doubt it as a form of exchange of ideas or suggestions, it seemed like a 'now-throw-your-ideas-at-us-and-we'll-tell-you-why-they-dont-work' session.

does this offend the blogging rule? -frowns. im practicing for chinese olevels tmr yeah? the blog thing that may come out for argumentative alright! (:

well, frankly speaking, im not very happy with the arrangement but then again na shi yi ge xiao ren wu de xin sheng! get it? haha it doesnt really matter if im unhappy/pissed/angry at such a decision does it. it wont change anything. uh okay wait- i take that back. maybe they'll send me to the school counsellor. and its some sort of punishment i suppose cos i wldnt wna tell someone about stuff that will eventually end up in my parents' ears? and i cant not tell if not they'll prolly label me as a problematic kid :\ which wldnt be good for scholarships.

i seriously think the school shld place more emphasis on the psychological part of uh our growth, you know? and start paying attention to other details besides academic for once. i would say gep does a pretty good job for everything minus the propagandistic elitist idea theyve been trying to build in us. gep teachers are definitely better when it comes to handling students. if you think gep students in our school are abnormal, you havent seen the rest yet. maybe we're different when it comes to perceptions about things. remember when we had those cme lessons on 'what makes me gifted?' and 'how different am i?' kind of questions. haha its so funny. but anw its a fact that we're more mature. look at pple like po linn, claire, evelyn. this is what you call smart. looks, talent, intelligence, eq, sports, theyve got it all.

OH YES MY DARLING CLAIRE GOT COUNCIL PRESIDENT IM SO PROUD OF HER (:
HAHA SHES THE BEST I TELL YOU.

well, i miss mr teo alot you know? haha gep tchers actl went through counselling sessions on how to handle us students :\ i miss mr adrian chan too. haha hes a pretty cool el/lit form tcher la! and his witty comments. maybe we didnt like him that much last yr, but after you compare him to what we have now, yeah.. haha and yup, mr chan is super smart la. and confident. thats why he had our respect.

okay chinese o levels tmr
wah havent studied yet.!
i feel so ~~not~~accomplished today!
got so many new songs haha yay.

2005-10-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

;the after dinner payback

yay i ate the berrynice yoghurt again this morning for breakfast at lot1! its nice yeah? hahah thankyou pehpeh for buying it for me the first time :D

omg im like, damn happy cos we're drawing closer to now drop's performance! (x super proud of the cheer team. our dance is like. so nice la! and i heard that jo's church's gna use you got served dance! and two classes doing it somemore!
AND THEYRE LIKE, USING NOW DROP? thats super pathetic la haha. we decided on it like way before. even before the dance cca's suntec comp day where the winning dance grp used now drop la! omg we have good taste (x

red, white and black, its perfect.

oh yes haha i <3 my parents. i bet yours arent like that. like ive said, they really dont know what exams are. and my sister's having her o levels. like uh, shes in the midst of it alrdy? haha tmr's her hcl paper! anw yeah, so we played pool at kpool at lot one. hahah family outing after macs (x mm, the table seems so small after playing snooker yeah? but i seem to have deproved. but nvm! ninth november hahah i shall play at paradigm! :D

2005-10-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

;love's the funeral of hearts

i like HIM and snow patrol, theyre really good haha (: changed blogskin. dontknow -shrugs i was just being bored :
havent you realised my posts are becoming so nonsensical. i dont really see any reason in posting anymore. partly cos ive been using the other one so much. i kinda tend to want to blog there more though, about what ive been doing that day (thats truly significant) and how i really felt about stuff. maybe someday i'll just link it la. dont know, dont search for it kay. not that i think you can find it la. and i like that template quite a bit too! (: ohwell, maybe you can just figure out what songs i was listening to that day from this blog!

anw, for this one, i hope tiff wont spend such a long time tryna figure out how to navigate haha! :D

finished the dance steps for nowdrop! (: terribly happy and hyper. and friday exam was pretty easy. i thought laoshi alrdy made it easier cos w/o memorizing the words i dont even hafta study at all. and i wrote a super long 1000+ word essay. like a xiao shuo! hope she gives me high marks. i wrote it quite fluently. yay me and eunice write well under pressure haha.! kris writes well... uh anytime.

oh yes! after exam we were like super hyper (cos of now drop(x!) and at first we were thinking of cabbing to buona vista mrt but in the end we walked! hahah there were this bunch of sec ones la. and they looked so... uh spastic. and we're damn high la!

oh yeah, taxi-ed to school on friday too :\ woke up too late. and i hate that stupid bukit panjang govt high school guard. was dialling fer taxi and he freaking asked me move away and then i dropped my book into the mud. but its, uh physics book la.! taxied to school with korkor! (: wasnt late haha!

today was pretty much okay la. went school, talked to margaret for an hr plus :D while waiting for aiwei! then went causeway with aiwei ezra and jo met us ltr! my sister made me feel cheated okay -glares

heehee ezra qing wo chi shu tiao! (:

2005-10-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

;well a son's gonna rise in a mile

new bands (: cute ones! haha.

wheee two more days. cant wait. and now drop's performance. im sorry but we're so gna totally rule. and the party! (:

it's the violent pornogrpahy!
choking chicks and SODOMY!
the kinda shit you get on your TV!

2005-10-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

;this eventual stop this break in the mould

red is the new black - funeral for a friend :D

okay sorry i have weird taste. but i think the title's really nice. though i dont exactly go hysterical at the parts where they try and hiss and vomit at the same time. but its music la, i mean, in their sense so nvm.

noisynoisy songs! haha like... dark new day's.
WHEEE MISFIT(:

anw, i finished 70% of lab. thankyou nat for being the idiot who helped me with it haha.! (x gna do chem tmr morning! (: byebye.

2005-10-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

;this is the grace that only we can bestow
this is the price you pay for loss of control

yay i ate prata for breakfast this morning (: but msia's one is so much better!funeral for a friend is, not bad laaa (x i want black sesame but my mom says overdose.

im gna start doing my overdue hmwk now! (: im gna be guai, i think. anw, i think my parents obviously dont understand the term 'exam period' 'cos ytd we were all deciding whether we should go play snooker, and where. then my dad found out kpool has a minimum age of 16 cos they were raided last sunday, so in the end we couldnt play. oh, i didnt mention paradigm 'cos well, yeah. anw it'll be like super full too anw.

see thats why i love my parents.

OKAY I BELIEVE YOU
BUT MY TOMMY GUN DONT

2005-10-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

wake up
grab a brush and put a little makeup
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
why'ld you leave the keys upon the table
here you go create another fable

you wanted to
grab a brush and put a little makeup
you wanted to
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
you wanted to,
why'ld you leave the keys upon the table
you wanted to

i dont think you trust
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

wake up
grab a brush and put a little makeup
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
why'ld you leave the keys upon the table
here you go create another fable

you wanted to
grab a brush and put a little makeup
you wanted to
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
you wanted to,
why'ld you leave the keys upon the table
you wanted to

i dont think you trust
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

Father Father Father Father
Father into your hands i commend my spirit
Father into your hands
why have you forsaken me
in your eyes forsaken me
in your thoughts forsaken me
in your heart forsaken me

oh trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

chop suey - system of a down.

2005-10-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

;i never said i'ld lie and wait forever
if i died we'ld be together
i cant always just forget her
but she could try

NEVER COMING HOME NEVER COMING HOME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEHPEH'S SISTER (x sorry that i cldnt go with you to yr hse to uhm, play with your sister alright! haha but its so cute 'cos you dote on her so much. thats really nice (:

anw in the afternoon mom got me to bugis with her to shop first then go grandma's hse. bought three tees. quite nice la! (: i want that red adidas jacket.! and boyjeans for nowdrop performance. i think my parents coming for art fests. oh no theyre gna laugh at me. and my sister too, maybe. cos her freezing is nice.

haha aunt josephine bought this funny chair for grandma its weird. i wna play snooker! hurhur i planned out my 'after-exams' schedule. and prata's included! wheeeee cant wait la haha. chem test was okay, but i went to simplify the whole thing by relating r^3 to A^3. i hope my answer's correct cos i was careless for units for qns2.

i think physics and chem tests this week were relatively easy considering that i only studied for both uh, 1-2 hr before it with kris.! and theyre quite do-able. stupid phy la, i think if i werent careless for the calculations i might have gotten full marks. write and copy wrongly! but im not worried cos now i dont hafta study for phy and chem for this term cos i uh, studied for it alrdy before the test haha! so happy. but im gna fail exam. still, i cant bring myself to go study (:

i dont understand it. if pple can do their hmwk sets then why cant they do the test. 'cos frankly speaking, the hmwk sets are more tedious and challenging what. though i try not to take more than a hr to complete them. or maybe others just took super long to finish la.

im talking incoherently.
screw you.
that idiot who went to search for 'gnia mira kris jo' or smthng like that.

//
your eyes tell the story of the day you wished you could
recall the moments that once have
retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
i wouldnt ask this of you

GOOD EYE, SNIPER
HERE I'LL SHOOT YOU RUN
//

2005-10-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

;jealousy, turning saints into the sea
swimming through sick lullabies
choking on your alibis
but its just the price i pay
destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes
'cos im mr brightside

<3.
anw, yay whee can tick off something alrdy! though i havent done chem :\ shall do tmr! ah, engaged finished today.

AND YES I WASNT SCREWED HAHAHHA SO HAPPY.
more of relieved i suppose! (x

2005-10-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

;and you cling to every thread that clings to me

very polite.
very very polite.
super civil (how many times did i hear 'sorry')
cannot la tmr surely kenna scolded by another person la how.

anw thats nice. longest one so far.
ah engaged = MIA

but i still <3 engaged hahah!

tmr theres physics test.
i'll study tmr! byebye, gna sleep now. and harhar, save sms! :D

2005-10-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

;you remind me of a song i used to love

screw cheer 'cos im done with it.
and its not 'cos i dont like it anymore.
im sick and tired of all this crap.

youre just stupid and you know it.
dont tag, dont ruin.

you know what. i wont bother changing the url of my other blog 'cos thats for eunice and engaged to read and i love them but not you. all you other fucktards so interested in my life can jolly well continue searching in blogger for my blog like you always do.

and hopefully when you find the other one you'ld rmbr to tag so at least i know you arent that loser after all.

or maybe if youre just reading this thinking that im loser cos you think youre damn great, i dont really care.

i love my songs.

//

its the nightlife that gets them on
so desperately they wait for the excuse of love
we live like vampires and we, we, we love like killers
we all die like infants
and we trust like mirrors

//

she said
ive gotta be honest youre wasting your time
if youre fishing around here
and i said
you must be mistaken im not fooling
this feeling is real
she said
youve gotta be crazy what do you take me for
some kind of easy mark
youve got wits youve got looks youve got passion
but i swear that youve got me all wrong

//

hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in winding out
shine of which has caught my eye
and roped me in so mesmerising
so hypnotising i am captivated

i am vindicated i am selfish i am wrong
i am right i swear im right
swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but im cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now the things
you swore you saw yourself

//

i feel her slipping through my fingers
now shes gone
im sleeping with the light on
and sharks swim through my veins now
that shes gone
im sleeping with the light on

//

so get back back back to where we lasted
just like i imagine
i could never feel this way
so get back back back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same

//

rest in peace girl
your death is such a shame
the paper said a bullet got in your way
but i smell foul play, possible poisoning
i had to bring you in for questioning
i went to your grave dug up your body
brought it to my house, where you lay

//

she clings to me like cellaphane
fake plastic submarine
slowly driving me insane but now thats over
so what if the sex is great
just a temporary escape
another thing i grew to hate
but now thats over

//

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
and thats what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and thats what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head

//

i started thinkin you know i started drinkin
i dont really rmbr too much of that day
something struck me funny when we ran outta money
where do you go now when youre only fifteen

//

if you want me hold me back
frail, the skin is dry and pale
the pain will never fail
and so we go back to the remedy
clip the wings that get you high
just leave them where they lie
and tell yourself you'll be the death of me

//

he calls the mansion not a house but a tomb
hes always choking from the stench in the fume
the wedding party all collapsed in the room
so send my resignation to the bride and the groom

lets go down
this elevator only goes up to ten
hes not arnd hes always looking in men
down by the pool he doesnt have many friends
as they are face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens

//

ive given up im giving up slowly
im blending in so you wont even knw me
apart from this whole world that shares my fate
this one last call that you mentioned
is my one last shot at redemption
because i knw to live you must give your life away

//

dearly beloved are you listening
i cant rmbr a word that you were saying
are we demented or am i disturbed
the space thats inbetween insane and insecure

oh therapy can you please fill the void
am i retarded or am i just overjoyed
nobodys perfect and i stand accused
for lack of a better word and thats my best excuse

//

time is wasted and all gone
life is passing on again
the white lights seem to lead you on
is this THE END

ohwell.
<3 as lovers go, slow suicide, right now, white lights, im not okay, be my escape, remedy, buried a lie, pretty girl, memory, your song, sleeping with the light on and more.

byebye im gna sleep. i drank too much shandy and yes i love seether and sugarcult too. harhar hello you suck. youre gone.

2005-10-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

throw your dollar bills
and leave your thrills all here with me
and speak but dont pretend
i wont defend you anymore you see

oh homework oh homework.
uh i mean chinese, who cares about you!

CHINESE TEST TMR
and i didnt knw it til eunice like reminded me a few minutes ago. i was like 'oh no im dead for chinese' and i meant all those overdue hmwk that laoshi read out on friday then she sent some weird msg telling me that i dont hafta study alot for it. harhar then i rmbred that eunice didnt go school on friday too!

do you knw kris's msg came in like two long pages (i was using uber small font) of all the chinese thing that were overdue? ehehe. whatever.

are searches that fun? i think theyre quite time consuming.

anw friday, haha poor pehpeh! i still want my black sesame paste you idiot. better buy it back for me someday alright.

went to msia for saturday and sunday. haha i played snooker! and well, i suddenly found out that i had 4-5 guy cousins arnd my age. and theres one who plays bball and is super tall and is my age! and uh, all of them play snooker well :\ yay i'll go back during dec to play moreeeee (while drinking shandy heehee) ytd was quite funny, 'cos like after the dinner thing i told daddy i wanted to go play again then after that my aunts told me that my cousins are all gna play with me so it ended up like some weird outing for the whole family! ahaha they dont have age restrictions i guess.

been listening to some songs for the whole trip and i aaah <3 them
they dont sound very nice but the more i listen to them theyre like waaaaaaay cool :D

and. haha i like being daddy's little girl in malaysia.
and i didnt really talk to my cousins anw.
but i'll go talk to them in dec and get them to play snooker with me.! (:

well i saw you with your hands above your head spinning around trying not to look down but you did and you fell hard on the ground. then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes and i said i'ld never see anyone look so dumb before and you laughed and said i still dont know how to turn you on

-youre the only one, maria mena

have fun with bio and chem prac. im gna ask laoshi for extension til thurs i think. i feel bad :\

2005-10-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

youve got wits youve got looks youve got passion,
but i swear that youve got me all wrong

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEON ON THE 12TH OCT!

AHAHA ive got a new blog template.! (: yay. anw, the background's pretty right? i love the person on the left (guess why) and well, if you havent got it yet, youre actl supposed to click on the 'but youre just a line in a song'. aaah now ive made the div frame so long i think my paragraphs are gna look real ugly unless i make them longer. so yeah, thats what im trying to do (x

wednesday;
OMG AAAAH ZHENG HE.
i <3 zhenghe.

okay no im lying. we found out that laoshi's nice! (: haha and she tries to bribe us to stay back for the library tour with ricola sweets! i think shes kinga cute you know. anw, i just like zhenghe 'cos it gave us the chance to explore bugis and uhm, eat sushi!

heehee me jo eunice kris dragged alex to take neos with us! and yup i think they turned out quite nice and colorful! and it was super funny cos the machine had two cameras and while taking we're like 'ohh its up now! nonono wait its down there! oh shit now change to the top one!' ehehe, i bet we sounded spastic. oh well (x planned to go to cafe cartel with kris at first but they all said too far :\ anw hahah shifu is damn cute kay, i think we were all tryna decide where to go for dinner and then SOMEHOW shifu said something like 'okay i treat you guys to sushi' and yeah thats how he died.! (: and we were like running arnd bugis junction looking like idiots searching for sakae sushi cos it was 5 and for buffet we hafta stop ordering at 5.30!

anw we finally found it and that guy was like totally horrible la cos he refused to let eunice have the student buffet thing JUST COS she lost her ezlink card. like hello? shes in the freaking school uniform. haha oh wel in the end he let la. but its like the first time i ate at sakae and they check for the student ezlink card. anw OMG ahhaha its just like all the other sushi dates. and we ordered like 7+ plates of takoyaki which is like, 21 of it laaa! hahaha the fried hotates! and i ate so much salmon again ehehe. 4-5 plates i think! salmon overdose now :
and ahaha SHIFU LEARNS DAMN FAST. once again we were tryna squish all the rice inbetween the plates and stuff like that thats why our plates were unexceptionally high (: and hiding the green soba amongst the green vegs and wasabi and chawanmushi cups and hiding them behind the plates! that was totally despo la ahaha. that fdgsjh waiter kept asking if he could clear the plates for us (i bet he knew) but we came up with some stupid excuse about wanting to take a picture of it in the end. ahaha anw im proud of myself cos i finished the watermelons! kris too (x and oh yeah, and the icecream cake ahahah. i digged out the coffee icecream beneath and just left the layer of cake on top! (: it looks so nice outside heehee.

so yup in the end we felt kinda bad so ended up we paid ten bucks each then the rest shifu treat us! (: YAY I LOVE SHIFU THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

uh. went home and ate spaghetti 'cos my mom thought i'll be gng home to eat )x and me being the nice girl, ate it all up.

thursday;
generally nice day. oh ya, shifu helped me carry my bag all the way to the mrt! haha yay i love shifu. was walking with tan li and lei lei too. and leilei took out his umbrella and OMG HAHA tanli and shifu were laughing at him being so gay. but leilei so pro hes like, past caring what they were talking about him. anw yeah, and kimura takuya is hot i dont care.!

friday;
i DID not skip school to play pool alright. im a nice girl :\ anw went to do homework with tiff and eunice at the national library.
AND THEY LAUGHED AT ME
JUST 'COS I DONT HAVE 20C COINS!
haha then yoshinoya lunch and tiffeh went to pick up almeric and xavier from obs.

YES THAT FUGLY LIBRARIAN GUY. just cos hes ugly and stupid and uncool, unlike us. well, just cos he aint us. anw hahaha he was like 'youre making a lot of noise and besides, you arent really using our books -squeezes eyes like >< and stares' when we had this whole pile of physics books infront of us. anw yeah before that me and euncie walked past him once and he asked us to kepp quiet cos i was laughing. oh, and we were like, looking at him as if hes stupid and i said something like 'uh, we're gng' and he looked blur so tiff repeated it to him again 'we're gng' and finally after a while, he was like 'okay' and left.

haha and then before leaving, tiff took the whole bunch of physics books and dumped them infront of his desk and whispered 'we're done with your books now. and we're going' and we just walked away laughing like crazy. and well, he just looks stupid.

ANW HAHA STUPID UGLY LIBRARIAN.
mm, took neos after that (: was quite fun only that uh, we cldnt read jap :
yay msia tmr. and kris just sent me this msg telling me abt all of my chi overdue work. well done gnia :\ caiyueeeeeeeee. what is he doing at my blog haha! and whos conkky. hm.

2005-10-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

>>if you would be my punk rock princess
i'll be your garage band king

dedicated to YOU.

im actually quite happy today. despite the fact that good friend number 1 has embarked on a obs trip and friend number 2 has yet to reply and friend number 3 didnt receive the msg in time, well im still happy.

i think i gotta thank aki and halu (: and uh the uh black sesame mommy bought for me! haha i love heizhima <3 and mommy too!

i think i dont now. im not ready haha. 'cos of what halu said i guess. i suddenly realised it and like after eight mths, i felt so damn happy cos i got a clearer idea of everything. to simply put it, i just wasnt ready. i wasnt ready to give anything at all, and i wasnt sure if the other party was willing to do so too. i guess thats why i always had doubts, i'ld always hesitate. its prolly one of the very few things in my life that i lack confidence in.

but then again, its good to be like this. its good to be innocent. i like being innocent (: though i am not. haha. today was a pretty nice day i felt somewhat accomplished. daddys rushing me off to sleep now! alright then hahah. im gna go buy a nice ankle guard tmr! if i bother to go laaa...!

2005-10-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha yay to markv if he ever sees this:
whee (x you brightened up my day too alright? im glad im your genie in a bottle! haha its been nice talking to you too. and the shock you got too. i expected it anw. haha pehpeh too. its really weird huh.! well, im weird. i told you (:

anw todays been a pretty nice day. ytd too! oh and on friday haha i was being abit extra. after gng macs with pehpeh korkor and the cheerldrs, i went with pehpeh and jojo to bishan. left eunice at raffles place i think. anw im glad for the conversation.! and haha jojo and pehpeh ganged up against me alright! (harhar i got an entire paragraph typed out to engaged but since im lazy i wont write here)

so yup went with pehpeh to drop the shoes off then we took train back together. haha was freaking late la but we talked alot in the train and i thought its pretty cool. so now pehpeh's one of my goodfriends.

and eunice!
HAHA I TRUST EUNICE ALOT! (:
and i suddenly realised that i love her alot too <333
i wont let anyone qi fu my euncieeee.!

alright i bought a pair of pretty earrings ytd. and OMG ahaha you cant get them cos theyre so limited, theres only three pairs of the same design in the whole world.! (: yay. i love them though i dont really have clothes that go with them but yeah!

haha saw this nice guess bag too and daddy says he'll buy it for me for chinese new year along with new clothes. its not of much use if he buys it now anw, i have no clothes that go along with it. hahaha its the type you go to chinablack or indochine with i suppose. im innocent still alright (:

jie bought her earrings and necklace and shoes for her prom alrdy. yes that idiot who stepped on my sprained ankle. but nvm! cos well, yeah im a nice girl (: looking forward to our prom hahaha! and nov party! now we have too many pple ahaha.

anw im in a happy mood (thank xxxxx) which actl stands for many pple, but most of all due to my blacksesame from chinatown! hahah i knw i aint making sense but yeah (:

gna finish up on chem now then byebye! (: and i hope they have fun at obs.
isnt it amazing. the way you knw pple and the connections. its really surprising at times.
esp when he found out abt me and him he was totally like 'oh shit that fucking sucks' its cute, really.

2005-10-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

natsu no hi no hana ni narimashou
kin no kin no kamen wo kabute
massugu ni taiyou wo nomikomi
memo kuramu memo kuramu
jyou netsu ga ten wo sasu

itsu no hi ka umi ni narimashou
aoku aoku kagayaki tsuzukete
maboroshi wa utsutsu ni kawaru
tsutsumi kome tsutsumi kome
hoshi mo niji mo un mo
tenohira ni!

KAMEN! <3

anw todays fun la. actl dont knw but i got over my fear.! and i think im pretty happy.

class was okay, then after that was sji soccer friendly! hahaha lets see, i know one-mark-gabriel, happy-birthday-on-the-bus boy, pehpeh and irwin. and then some guy named markv in jo's church, who can breakdance!

it was quite boring at the second half, cos like i was feeling pretty tired anw so went to the fibo room to dance space jam! haha FIVE PERFORMANCES ALRIGHT EUNICE AND TIFFAY! (: NOT BAD AYE?

oh and my ankles getting worse :\ ohwell.

THEN I GU QI YONG QI
and said hello.
see see see whos gna congratulate me arh! hahaha you guys must be damn proud of me right? okay la, irwins not that scary after all. talked to him after that, and hes pretty nice.! he was trying to jiao bian that he wasnt dao, but i dont knw i was quite amused la. then he said i made fun of him. ohwell haha (:

but i guess i should admit, irwins quite a good striker. aiya ex u14 national team what right. and some pple played quite well today too. but i think caiyue and shaun and shifu like quite sad cos they lost. but its okay cos our team hasnt been playing together much! so yup, im sure theyre gna do much better the next time! whee i cheered for them okay!

then went with jo and pehpeh and eunice. but eunice went fer tuition. i was damn nice i went with pehpeh to drop off the shoes at his uncle's friend's hse. and whatthehell they gang up against me in the mrt! then xavier said he loved irwin and irwin said he loves xavier too. thats so gay!

but quite nice day. overall i think they shld out neoprint machines in mrts.

OKAY AND YEAH
THANKYOU PEHPEH FOR YOGHURT.
I WILL GROW TALLER :D

2005-10-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

when it comes to relationships
(im the dumbest one)
and i dont mean just with girls
(i mean with everyone)
your illustrations always point out
just whats wrong with me
its chapstick, and chapped lips
and things like chemistry.!

I MEAN LIKE,
AAAAH <3

cant stand it hahah todays a super nice uber happy day! (: i have no idea why! its not 'cos the sji street soccer team didnt come, but i think it's 'cos of MORON FIVE! (: i dont knw, theyre so cute they make me smile.

shaun!
jieshen!
caiyue!
hari!
benedict!

<3 thanks for making my day even though i only talked to the first three but yeah! mm, i just felt that theyre such nice pple la, and its kinda rare. so yup, they'll be nice friends to have!

i like to think of happy stuff
(so i shall not think abt phy full lab :\)

TMR THERES A STUDENT FORUM
AND GUESS WHAT!
MOST OF THE LDRS SELECTED TO LEAD ARE FROM SEM ONE'S 301 STUDENTS! (: yay i knw we're uber cool. haha :D

but dont knw la, i wasnt looking forward to it.

oh and i hate fucktards who arent gentlemanly. i hate this type of pple. like, i srsly despise them la.!

2005-10-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

so here i am,
a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest
letting the carpet soak up all thats left t give

when you swear you wont be sleeping
'cos i cant begin t dream t shut my eyes
and im biting bullets and watching phones
for no apparent reason
and i dont think that i'll make it out alive

was there a huge shopping sale that i didnt knw of?
was there this mass giveaway of pink polo shirts to whoever who went to a particular shopping mall?

I SWEAR THERE WAS ONE!
'cos ive been seeing everyone wear this disgusting brandless pink translucent polo shirt and 'cos its so freaking ugly the only reason why one wld ever wear it is prolly 'cos theyre damn cheap and the shirt is free. srsly, it is SHIT. if girls wear it its still okay but when guys wear it theyre super gay. and its not the prettyboy-kimtaewoo type of gay but well, the ugly-gay. so there :\ i hope youre not an ugly-gay (:

woohoo i got new favorite bands. okay my previous nice bands still stand tho [: coheed and cambria, punchline, queens of the stoneage, jamisonparker, relient k and dream theater! whee but i still like jimmyeatworld etc :D

IM ~~NOT~~ HAPPY (:

'cos i cant do cartwheels handstands flips half-flips somersaults bridge splits for two weeks. wow im super duper uber freaking happy, really :DD see im grinning.

and art fests auditions are in like two weeks. more reason to smile :D

i wanted to play pool ytd alright. then cannot :\ anw mommy came home so yay dont hafta go m'sia. but i was kinda looking forward to playing snooker with daddy. oh well, next time then. since i prolly cant play with a sprained ankle anw. see engaged im not lying (i'll tell you the story on the other blog, the one i said i'll tell :D )

OH YES YES YES wednesday we went to play ZHUANGQIU at paradigm.! haha we were so desperately trying t collect moneh so we cld go play then jo had freaking 25 dollars but shes a selfish idiot :\ and didnt wna use it initially (and we didnt hafta pay for the game cos we thrashed aunty, shhh..)

went to beautyworld and uhm bought fries and jo was so surprised that aunty agreed to meet her. heehee yeah took bus down and both of started playing first. jo was like, okay when aunty comes you must not laugh at him alright then i was like, yeah sure (: then we were playing halfway and this uhm guy just walked next t our table while talking on the phone (how did he knw we're at table ten) and jo just laughed okay. so i like, suddenly dropped to my knees and laughed like shit :\ and i was hiding behind the table so much i didnt dare to come up and play cos it was my turn next and i didnt want him to see me play!

kay haha we feel quite bad though. and then i asked him to play for me and he won.! heehee then me and jo teamed up against him. hes pretty cool la, he finished the whole table after one break and didnt even let us touch the cue stick.

OKAY FINE THATS VERY COOL :anw we didnt lose very badly cept for some games. and i lost to him by one ball while playing singles alright! so im... not that bad la :D then we like, refused to pay haha being poor little kids so he paid! yup then went into lift. at first he went into one, then me and jo walked into the other, and the door was like gna close alrdy both of us collapsed onto the floor and laughed like idiots andandand. the door opened and he walked in and well, laughed/sighed at us! :\ so malu. but we feel quite bad.!

yay thats all. wed was a laughing day! (:

2005-09-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

WE LIVE LIKE VAMPIRES
AND WE, WE, WE LOVE LIKE KILLERS
WE ALL DIE LIKE INFANTS
AND WE TRUST LIKE MIRRORS!

SLOW SUICIDEEE!
okay shit im damn hyper. today's a nice day, i did flips, handstands, half-flips and well, bridge and two sided cartwheel. yup, todays a nice day.

its the smoke and the drinks and the smiles that it brings; its the pain and the sex disguised as innocence; its the smoke and the drinks and the smiles that it brings; its a desperate place for a desperate people to find their place before desperate heroes; its the pain and the sex disguised as innocence; a desperate place for a desperate... and they sing!

2005-09-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

i'll try
she said as she walked away
try not to lose you
two vibrant hearts cld change

I'LL BE HERE WAITING, TESTED AND SECURE

todays an EXTREMELY SLACK DAY ):
i went to school for a very pathetic lesson of chemistry. which wasnt even hard at all :\ ohwell. anw its the first ever day i had so many free periods but it comes at the wrong time 'cos kris wasnt in school. they really hate me you knw?

so i went home and 2+ after finishing my chem lab and phy assignment. euniceeeee im so mad at myself. i was like, on purpose go change it to angle = sin inverse smthng, then turns out in the end they wanted sin. oh well, thankfully i realised in the end. the root of all evil by dream theater is so niceeeeeeeee [:

YAY MY SISTER'S NICE FRIENDS AGREED TO PLAY
OUR PARTY'S WORKING OUT.
IM REAAAAAAALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

and there's bio essay tmr! got some books from lot one but they're really pathetic. kay i shall do half today (x i think. i mean, i hope la.

i dont get it you knw, i really dont.its freaking unfair. now tell me, whats so bad about pool that they hafta make it illegal fer pple aged younger than 16? its a ball game right? therefore its a sport too. who the hell ever puts age restrictions on sport. its not as if pool's the only game you can bet on 'cos lots more pple bet on soccer or horseracing too. and pool's fun. its educational kay, we learn about all the angles and stuff like that. there's actl alot of physics in it! i bet they're just jealous 'cos they cant play as well. ugh ):

okay anw im just. crapping 'cos im frustrated that i cant play pool today 'cos stupid k pool has a minimum age of 16 to open a table but i dont have that ic yet. i mean, well all other pool halls too but i still cant understand the logic behind it :
mm today sam wong passed me my notes. and i was reminded of justin ho jia qing! (: haha see i still rmbr his full name okay. and i miss justin too 'cos justin was a super great friend back then. we're stuck in the same class since pri3, but i guess i only got to knw him better in pri 4 onwards. maybe its 'cos our classes really didnt have much guys, so evon was always paired up with wei lun and i was always paired up with justin. and my mom talks to his mom! and well, his sister was my sister's good friend for many yrs too. so yeah (:

and then i rmbred all the times justin wld kinda like collect my work when i was absent and vice versa. it was kinda cute, really hahaha cos we lived so near each other anw. and all my other girlfriends, i dont knw, they dont collect for me. it was somehow like an unspoken rule, he wld automatically collect them and give it to me. and there was this time i was feeling really heaty then when i went to get my stuff from him his mom gave me some medicine thing! (x haha so nice. and robotics thing! (: its super funny. how he came over to my hse and we're playing pinball halfway on the com while doing it. and rushing for the proj.

i knw there have been rumors abt us (like, DUH) but i guess we both knw it isnt true. 'cos we're just good friends laaa. and yup, i miss him! (: haha. yay i hope hes having a nice life too.

2005-09-26T11:44:00.000+08:00

look in the mirror
does it look familiar
cannot put my finger
why he kinda looks like me

used to like hooking up with you
after waking first thing i'ld do
one sided sensation
watching me watching you

now i'm stuck how I feel
i dont knw if its real
i'm tryna find someone
who's invisible

now i'm stuck in the middle
my life is the riddle
trying to find someone
who's invisible

YAY JAMES LABRIE ROCKS HES GOOOOOOD (X

havent been exactly blogging at this blog 'cos well, there is a possibility that tchers are reading so ive been using the other one. then again i realised it doesnt really matter anw (: so here i am (har, goldfinger)

wednesday was the physics trip thinggg. most of the cheerleaders didnt go :\ oh wait, scratch that- all of the cheerleaders other than bryan didnt go. well, i guess it's pretty boring. random msg: i like dream theater! :D yeah and point was that they went in houses so i suppose it was rather obvious that we uhm. skipped it.
but i had a legal excuse!

oh, and im happy 'cos i finally managed to wheel throw nicely on thursday! (: it turned out quite pretty. gotta thank mikel hahaha. and i made a stupid spastic looking snowman coil pot. i srsly think that ms ching hates me. its okay, me and kris have the impression that all tchers hate us anw! like.... laoshi! tho i knw laoshi's nice and i score well enough in hcl.

OMG OUR PARTY YAY :D
by the way the venue is booked, uhm details are on the cheer blog, and we've oliver's band, quint (some RI band), and caleb's brother daniel performing! (x yay but we want more. hahaha. joshua and daniel tai might do a stand up comedy for us too. but we have tickets la (and they cost MONEHHH heehee) and invitation lists. im uber happy! i hope it turns out nice.

FRIDAY;
ooh hahah fun fun fun.! school was as per normal. oh and i tried doing alot more flips as well :D i think im in love with breakdancing although i totally suck at it. but i'll go walk arnd with ezra at the esplanade area! i wonder if there're breakdancing courses 'cos i wna go. and mira's hiphop classes with patrick loo! and eunice's gym classes at bishan! hahah our holidays are gna be damn packed.

bball was okay la. but i felt kinda bad 'cos we lost very badly fer the match. daniel is goooood at three pointers. and mr yang's kabuo! omg joseph can do it damn well so all of the girls were laughing like shit while doing warmups.

and then our sakae sushi date! hahaha me tiff kris mira and jo! [: taxi-ed down to heeren. it was so fun! and we ate so much, like arnd 40+ plates. and the watermelons are sweeeeet rightrightright, kris? (x ahaha and we're damn cheap we were tryna hide the rice underneath the plates 'cos we cldnt finish them off. and its a freaking five dollars fer a hundred grams.

oh and we saw these two ij girls. ijtp i think. theyre damn hilarious, as in we cldnt help but laugh at them. we walked into the toilet and one of them was like

-squeals

'OOH MY TUMMY'S GETTING SMALLER!
AND THAT'S A GOOOOD THING!'

-squeals more.

terrible la hahaha. the moment me and tiff got out of the cubicles we were like imitating them trying to act bimbotic and cldnt stop laughing at them. AND THEYRE SHORT AND FUGLAAAAYE. TSK -frowns

then shopped arnd. the hoodies! omg the hoodies are damn cool hahah i want. jo and me were trying on and taking weird pictures. then adidas too. the skirts are so pretty. and the shirt too (: oh, and they got me one kimura takuya's picture <3! hes damn hot.

then hmv then we went back. kris is nice 'cos she let me sleep on her bag for the whole trip home! (: while listening to taeki and tsubasa! (x hahah theyre both so obsessed over taeki. anw we decided to be real extra so we took the train frm somerset to marina bay so that we'll get our favorite seats on our way back :D

so yup. its a fun day. esp in sakae sushi!

didnt go to school tday.
i wna poooooool.
louis too! so shall wait for my sister and chooting (x

2005-09-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

HI
IN CASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED,
MY BUTT HURTS!

-screams

grrr the stupid tailbone thingy :\ its quite painful and i doubt i can do kip-ups till a while later.

OH YA AND MY HEART HURTS TOO.

no, not the love way, just that it hurts la. esp when i eat :
todays a sadsadsad day. why? 'cos i wont tell you. but i feel kinda accomplished cos i finished phy lab, and the uhm. chinese.

chinese lesson was fun today!

MM AND ANOTHER PIECE OF NEWS
IM GNA BE A BREAKDANCER :D

im really serious. haha its damn cool. i did a flip today! okay, more than one but all look like shit. its okay! i'll practise! practice makes perfect what! hahaha mira so cute today. this morning she was like '(convicted) yes, im gna go a flip today, no matter what. if i dont do one, i wont go home'

and in the end she kept laughing la hahaha. see the thing is, it doesnt hurt after the first time i suppose. you just need to take the step to do it the first time, the rest wld be so much easier?

TMR WE HAVE MARCHE/SAKAE SUSHI DATE! (:
after cca haha yay?

2005-09-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

ever haunted, by the trappings of this life
sweet redemption, just in front of me
well now, it seems once again that i've lost another
one of the ones that have broke thru the wall

heh talking to shengsen is nice.! (: hes matureeeee. and yeah, hes quite friendly hahahah yay omg he agreed after much persuasion frm yours truly of course [:
and hes prolly one of the sec ones that i'll respect laaa i think. somemore he joked with us and told us quite a bit of stuff haha he trusts us (: yay.

KYLE!
HES ONLY TEN OMG SO POSEUR ALRDY. CAN CAN, GOT FUTURE ONE. MUST KEEP A LOOKOUT HAHAH (:

omg i sound spastic.
anw NYMPHETAMINE!
so nice so nice so nice.

dont knw whether engaged reading or anything.
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU HAHA!

talking to you, is quite fun lehh. dont knw, its kinda different frm talking to other pple, but somehow its kinda like yr own style laaa. then at certain point of times, it'll be suddenly so silent. and then i was thinking abt stuff. mm maybe talking to you makes me think. oh well i dont knw :
is it better to live optimistically but kinda fakely?

maybe i really am too optimistic.
MAYBE?

hahah okay shit that reminds me of pride! takuya kimura <3 dont knw, hes so cool. cammie likes him too! (:

listening to 'i walk beside you' by dream theater now. its so special, its unlike all other types of songs, theres like no specific genre fer it la, damn cool [:

dance thing coming up :i gotta hurry heehee.!

ANW OH YA I HOPE LEON READS THIS (:
hahah thanks darling omg that was so sweet la. supposedly on hiatus but you blogged cos.... its my bday! :D YAY. and yeah hahah im the bishoujo(x that aint a bimbo 'cos im too smart! gee, how did you ever guess! hahah anw LOVE YOU LAAA. its being terribly nice being yr friend.!

2005-09-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

no songs tday ):
the ones ive been listening to has got no lyrics so haha yup.

thanks to alot more random pple who had wished me happy birthday (: though i cant exactly rmbr each and everyone of you. yay i miss brittany alot. okay thats random but yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUEER ON THE 14TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ON THE 15TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALMERIC ON THE 15TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FABIAN ON THE 16TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LKY ON THE 16TH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYCIA ON THE 17TH!

heehee lky too (x
yay i <3 lysh!

FRIDAY;
yay i love this day. it was uber fun 'cept fer some arguments.
tralalaaaaaye was a normal day etc then after that i skipped bball trng to go make my ic. it was horrible ): i hate it im not gna show anyone. my mom says i cant smile. whatever :
went t bugis and shopped fer a while. saw this reaaally cool hiphop kinda shirt. its like, short sleeves with long sleeves heehee. it was nice la. mom wanted to buy fer me but i asked her to buy my hoodie instead first. so she was like, okay. and she bought it fer my sister instead -.- but i liked the collar one more. it looks cool on me hahaha (:

went back to school and then uhm met up with jo aiwei nat tiff and ezra (who came to our school so yay [:) took taxi there. hahah at first the first taxi was like, me and aiwei and jo. but 'cos we were damn cheap we asked ezra along to pay lesser (: so i hope tiff wasnt angry. hurhur anw we were supposed to drop off jo somewhere 'cos she needed to go somewhere but she ended up gng with us fer the whole thing hahah. so yay! reached sji, and then went t the squash courts to spy on almeric! derrick sibling was there too! hahah i like the sji squash coach! i think ive said that the last time i went but still. yeah! he rmbrs me as the one who cheated him with almeric last time hahaha.

you knw. its cool you can tell who are the noobs straight away. tiff was complaining of the smell and investment in deodorants. heehee! (x then almeric has some sort of break so he took us on our tour. meanwhile aiwei and jo were on their 'taking photos' tour haha.

the school, is quite pretty laaa. i like the library. it looks so COOL haha. but i wonder if pple really study there [: or play. oh yeah we were on our way to the street soccer place then we met up with xavier too! (see i didnt spell yr name wrongly haha) oh, then no more break so we tried to find smthng to amuse ourselves.

TOOK LOTSA PICTURES (x
OMG IT WAS UBER FUN. WE'RE LIKE, HAHAH TRYNA LOOK SO BIMBO ON THE BARS ITS FUNNAAAAAYE. yay hope jo uploads them soon! (: it's fun.

then the grp of us went fer dinner! (x hahah four guys four girls. in celebration of me and almeric's bday (yay) me jo tiff aiwei almeric ezra derrick xavier! haha okay we're cheap dudes we went to kfc at fareast. oh well, thankfully it wasnt pastamania. the bus ride there was hilarious though. heh we were passing on the empty cups and sibling was a gentleman he took it fer us! and we're back to our 'hey gan eng seng rocks man!' craziness. it was really cool, i havent had such fun in ages.

and ezra i think taught me the stupid handshake thing! it was SO FUNNY hahaha i kept doing it to almeric and xavier. they got tricked kay! mm so i guess the pple on the bus were pretty irritated cos we made ALOT of noise.

so. the dinner was quite cool i think we rocked big time. esp with all the cold jokes etc. we made so much noise. and when they tried to sing the happybirthday song i like, hid underneath the table haha. and then prankcalling! they used my phoneeee! haha but nvm anw OMG it was hilarious. i thought that guy cld take jokes but apparently not. hahaha 0.5 plus 0.5 equals?

IM YOUR MATH TCHER
KERPALLLLL AT THE AIRPORT
OH WHOS THE RETARD WHO GOT ONE MARK?

hey its all in the spirit of prankcalling hokay! no offense meant, really. besides, we were just quoting fer the last line (x

and xavier's mom called. this was weird la. and quite scary i suppose.
'COS SHE SAW ALL OF US :and almeric was funnaaaaye. so we're all like. his friends and i dont knw xavier at all, really.

so bus ride home. derrick xavier almeric me and tiff took 190 back. yay i love tiff <3 ahaha. ezra sent aiwei fer her taekwondo class (so sweet!) and jo took another bus back. and hahah jo kinda like left her wallet in my bag so she kinda like, dropped off at the next bus stop. shit must be so maluating :\ so yeah 190 came but it was freaking crowded. then after that there were like 3-4 more buses! at first pple were squeezing into the 2nd or 3rd bus but then tiff shouted out so loud that there were more buses so all the pple decided to take the other buses too. which means lesser space fer us so i was like 'dont tell them dont tell them!' haha. im mean kay but whatever. i wna sit down.

we had so much fun on the bus. okay, tossed the wallet to jo at the next bus stop then we sat at the back of the bus. saw one of their sji friends called samuel and he was so nice he wished me happy birthday! hahaha but i did the handshake thing they taught me on him! :\ i hope it wasnt irritated 'cos it was quite fer fun anw (: we were damn hyper la me and tiff.

then we played the staring game! and i won (after much cheating) and some not laughing game. haha once derrick laughed i laughed like shit 'cos he looked damn funny. yupp then there was this sec 2 sji guy sitting infront of us. and almeric and tiff nearly saboed me! :\ then reached cck. sent tiff off to the mrt (: and me and almeric went to shop at lot one fer a while more then we went back. so yup ,that rounds up the whole day (x UBER FUN.

SATURDAY;
not exactly very nice but i guess korkor was really nice. wanted t go fer suntec thing. shit i shld have la but mom didnt allow. something happened and i was very mad so i went home myself and changed and was gna go fer the suntec dance comp. but mom called and kinda like threatened me. was uber mad but i didnt wna go home so i called korkor and he came out to uhm. buy breakfast and like, have dinner with me.! (x yup so i cheered up quite abit. played daytona! ate fries and sushi! heehee i suck at daytona ):

then went home. thankfully they arent back yet so watched black knight. they came back and kenna scolded (like that was totally unexpected) and yeah it was terrible la. i wanted to leave, i really did but i didnt knw where to go you see. i really wondered if i cld go to the esplanade place or whether jo's parents wld take me in fer like, a day. but somehow i dont knw why i was thinking of engaged. i dont knw why i called him. i really dont. i just knew that i felt quite bad fer what happened too, and i didnt want the friendship to just end like that. and i cldnt call jo cos shes prolly kenna-ing frm her parents too. and i didnt wna call almeric again. i guess i didnt speak much. and at first i was scared that he wldnt pick it up after all that happened. but im thankful that he did. i really am.

its so sad. i dont wna just be one of them, one of those. not like that. its kinda depressing. oh well, and if you dont care that easily, it really makes me think abt my friendship with you. is it really that. fragile? and i suppose i was at fault too. but i was quite hurt, and i hoped i hurt you too. but in the end, i guess maybe i wasnt worth your time afterall.

when i was just a little girl
i asked my mother what wld i be
will i be pretty
will i be rich
heres what she said to me

que sera sera
whatever will be will be
the futures not ours to see
QUE SERA SERA

i think i do like this song alot.

2005-09-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

fatman scoop, crooklyn clan
timbaland timbaland
fatman scoop, crooklyn clan
timbaland timbaland
whatever i say y'all gotta do
whatever i say y'all gotta do
whatever i say y'all gotta do
y'all too
y'all too
y'all too
y'all too!

awww lord guess whos coming
timbaland a.k.a freaky phil drummond
who can get it crunk like me timbaland
oh my nigga scoop a.k.a fat man
weed guaranteed t make the party pple bounce
fellas say OHHH girls say AHHH
lookin' at the cornrows up in the club
girl dont be bashful girl back it up
throw it girl like its poking man
shake that ass as fast as you can
white girl shake it like she burning from a sun tan
my dog grip it grab it like it was a soda can

what you talking bout holding back
when you get on the dance floor
drop it like it was a cadillac
what you talking bout cutting nigga slack
girl girl you better bend that back

12 my girls roll deep in the club
cant wait to hit the bar and get that thug
where my dogs that got more than a 100 bucks
cant wait to freak one of the big old butts
before we start to turn it out
you must learn to crunk out
before we start to turn it out
you must first begin to

breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out
breathe in breathe out
now drop
now drop
now drop
now drop!

if you got the fattest ass on the block
now drop
let a nigga see the coochie pop
now drop
do the snake do the freak do the pop
now drop
yo dont stop dont stop
real eyes down south thighs
waist line five six seven now drop
one time all in together now drop
yo dont stop dont stop

2005-09-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

thanks you all. you knw i love you anw
-INSERTBIGHEARTHERE-

thank you jojo tiffany eunice mira kris aiwei altron bryan jieshen thejas xavier almeric ezra leon jt derrick kwok yue er alycia claire weixin maria nathaniel benedict cheryl wai grace alex louis jiajun(kaisen) theophilus lawrence derrick kwa jasmine benjamin yingzhen jacque samwong royston zhiqing jingmin yunying meiying kaihui yuting adeline sarah teo cheryl chan joleen DADDY MOMMY and JIEJIE.!

and other random pple who wished me happy birthday (x

ANW, here goes.

`to almeric
youre first 'cos youre my twin and its our birthdays today. ive got alot to talk to you hahah. anw, ive officially known you fer 7 months and a day! (: yup. so what i wld really like to say is, ive appreciated what you did fer me fer the past few mths before we really drifted apart. maybe youre one of those kors that i wldnt wna forget in my whole life. thanks fer calling to talk to me when im sick and alone at home, thanks fer my grandma thing, thanks fer talking in the morning at macs, thanks fer the sji badge and uniform, thanks fer being there fer me t sajiao too, thanks fer giving in to me most of the time, thanks fer... well, everything (: its been really great knwing you and all. and youre a good guy and you know it hokay.! so yup, lets take pictures 'cos i dont wna forget you AT ALL no matter what happens. i finally found someone with the same birthday as me hahaha. anw, enjoy your birthday kay. its sweet fifteen. next yr we can go clubbing to celebrate alright! (x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!
<333

`to cheerldrs
hahaha thanks you guys its so sweet. the chocolate cake too! yay i love you all. haha thanks fer loving me back! anw, just wna say that im really happy and proud of our cheer team. its not MYCHEERTEAM, its OURCHEERTEAM. why? 'cos all of us really put our heart and souls in it. hahah guess we're quite bonded aye? and im amazed by you guys, srsly. we wldnt have been able to get first fer the cheer performances without any of you. and its the spirit and unity that really keeps us alive. we may have a bad reputation now in school, but as long as our conscience are clear we dont really hafta worry much. we can just take it as an obstacle in our pathway. after all, we just started out didnt we? so yeah, anw im reallyreally amazed that this grp of us actl made it into fibo together and we all can dance! hahah. its cool actl.
I THINK ITS FATE HURHUR :DD. anw fer now, ICHIHARA HAYATO <3, kris!

`to yingzhen
DREAM ON! hahah wheres my angbao!

`to jt
you're first to wish me! hahah kiasu lil kid. oh well ,i must say its been nice knwing you fer arnd two yrs+ alrdy? though we didnt use to talk much but now its really fun talking to you abt stuff and getting hyper together! i'll buy you an edible choc cake next yr la! love ya <3

`to leon
i still rmbred last yr when you were counting down with me. youre a superb friend and you knw that (: and that cute lil birthday song. its really touching! love ya <3

`to nanyang-ers
yuechin! sarahteo! lysh! claire! xin!
WITH MUCH LOVE!

`to nathaniel
you knw i was thinking maybe you even forgot abt it. maybe you did, maybe you didnt, but anw not sure if you'll ever read this but yeah. i guess its been nice to hear that birthday thing frm you. old times sake at least.

`to jacque
kinda surprised too. but thanks anw. old times sake again! its still nice.

`to louis
youre weird hahaha! yay you MUST come fer year end party alright. its a deal. and presents! (x you owe me dude.

`to kaisen
its weird thats how we managed to talk again. HEEHEE i knw my blog name's nice laaa. haha thanks fer talking to me. i still miss pri school though. i'll TRY to talk to him sigh :
`to benjamin
youre a nice person to talk to online! (x i WILL get the female boxers hahahah.

`to ezra
wished youre in our cheer team hahah. that IS a compliment alright! (x

`to xaiver
thanks fer wishing me so many times! haha nice friend. nice pool friend tooo. okay yeah now youre telling me i only a few minutes left ): but youre the first one to send to use twins at 12am this morning! so thanks toooooo.

`to DADDY MOMMY JIEJIE
love you guys <3.

and to the both of you.
i dont knw. im kinda disappointed fer one. the other is just. dontknw some kind of hope. but the first is like. well its sad la. not that you'll knw what im talking abt anw.

2005-09-15T10:33:00.000+08:00

maybe its time to post this. i dont knw sigh i was just looking through it and then i realised i actl tried to make things better. i dont knw, at least fer the past few months 'cos i dont have time to slowly recall stuff and i cant exactly piece everything together i always have a different impression.

and i cant help it 'cos i only knew stuff AFTER it.

so yeah. anw, srsly if you dont knw anything abt it then dont bother to read 'cos you wont understand anw. its not smthng that everyone can. its prolly fer myself to read 'cos when im gna print out all of my entries one day and start reading them. i want to rmbr this.

jan23 12:50pm

i seriously dont know what im doing and i dont know when you are probably gonna read this but i just want to send it to you anw. yeah.

i'm sorry i was pretty harsh that day. but then again. if you could put yourself in my shoes. you cld have realised why. the thing is that. you were giving the one-liner sort of stuff on tues/wed and it got me really scared. i tried to talk to you. but you werent there at all. and you werent talking to jen too. it's almost as if you wanted to cut off all the connections and stuff like that.

I WANTED SO MUCH TO TRUST YOU.
you know i really did. i was hoping for some explanation. something that will tell me that i wasnt wrong in believing you. that you actually tried but it wasnt within your means. i kinda guessed so that your phone was confiscated. i was willing to believe anything you can tell me as long as its logical. not just. plain excuses.

but what you said. really hurt.
no explanations.
just... sorry.
and you didnt even trust me enough to tell me the truth in the first place. i know you were lying because there's no such thing as 'i-had-no-time-kind-of-crap'. or maybe you just wanted to keep things frm me cuz you are feeling guilty and stuff. i
dont know. ><

and then again. i was in this angsty mood throughout. family problems and stuff like that and you completely dao-ed me then. and whats worse was that i just got scolded and was crying pretty badly when you FINALLY called and you didnt even offer an explanation.
the phone call. was not what i had hoped for. and i just hung up because i was speechless.

why am i even sending this.
ugh.
><

1:17pm
and i just really wanted to say that i dont mean even half the things i say ytd. its just. anger i guess. i hope you dont too. but if you do. then. im sorry i sent this msg and you can just bloody well ignore it. if you can get over this fast enough then i'll just try and take it as an error in judgement.

2005-09-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

every night we'ld say good bye
and every night you almost cried
but now it wont be every night

BELIEVE ME THAT I LOVE YOU
BUT I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE!

yay happy birthday darling yue er mortal! (x

didnt go fer the trip tday. went out with eunice <3 and we shopped arnd. OMG I WANT THE HOODIES. ITS SUPERCOOL AND SUPERPRETTY. yay went shopping arnd but we're pretty broke i suppose. saw some really cool boxers and i wanted to get them but turns out theyre fer males 'cos they have the fittings fer yeah.

and i bought almeric's present! hahaha wheeeeeee my twin brother. im older i think :D eunice wanted t get navel piercing at heeren but so kexi they only allow it if you show and prove that youre 16. oh well :\ mambo has nice skirts. dkny clothes fer kids are really pretty i wish i had a younger sister then i can like, dress her up! haha. oh and while eunice left me stranded fer a while ): i went into this jap shop and was searching fer takuya kimura's picture. its like $2 per piece but 'cos IM A MISER hahaha i decided not to buy.

<3 KIMURA TAKUYA
<3 ICHIHARA HAYATO
(whichever idiot who said that hes ugly can go and die!)

fastforwards to paradigm. didnt play well tday but its kinda hilarious 'cos there was this bunch of pple at the challenger's table and making lotsa funny noises. baldie is funnaaaaaye. anw it was like, GRANDPARENTS or ELDERLY week or smthng la! -.- 'cos jo was singing all the laorenjia and liangpuopuo songs. then halfway i suddenly heard someone sing REAL LOUD,

~GOODBYE TO YOU MY TRUSTED FRIENDDDD!~

and at first jo and eunice didnt hear it so i was the only one laughing like shit (hokay i bet i looked spastic) but anw we hid behind our table, where i was still laughing and told jo that baldie sang it. AND THEN JO SANG IT OUT LOUD TOO :\ -hides so malu laaa and fer some reason eunice me and jo just squatted behind the pool table and started laughing and laughing. it was pretty funny la haha then the guy kinda replied 'aye why you sing our song!' then we laughed more. heehee i like, lied down on the carpeted flooooor.

then dinner then back home! oh yeah at ps we saw another hoodie too. its prettaaaaaye. jo saw a red quiksilver one i think. yup but this one prolly makes my shoulders look broaaaaaaaad. the ripcurl one looks better. oh well dontknw.

<3 kimura takuya.!
<3 ichihara hayato.!

2005-09-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

now im gna make you dance
get yr chance
yeah boy shake that ass
whoops i mean girl, girl girl girl
now you knw youre my world
ALRIGHT NOW LOSE IT

OMGOMGOMG

BABY JUST AGREED TO GO PROM WITH ME.

LIKE AAAAAAAAH (: I DONT HAFTA WORRY ALRDY YAY.

WHEEEEEEE
SUPERDUPERTINKYDINKY(x

(and baby's sitting like, hahah 2.5 m away on my left laaa (:
eunice is on my right.
I LOVE EUNICE :DD
AND BABY TOOOOOOOOO.
heehee!

2005-09-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JIESHEN <333! (:

hahaha SARANG HAE YO

sarang hae yo ennaoj
sarang hae yo ynaffit
sarang hae yo aicyla
sarang hae yo erialc
sarang hae yo iewia
sarang hae yo assirac
sarang hae yo allebarim
sarang hae yo ecinue
sarang hae yo nortla
sarang hae yo nayrb
sarang hae yo... niwri!

haha i SARANGHAEYO-ED EVERYONE (:

'of course you'll be hurt the first time, who wldnt!'

'well, thats unless youre gnia.'

HMMMS. UNLESS YOURE GNIA.
is that true
ohwell -shrugs.

i bet he thought the same way too.

2005-09-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

now this hot girl, shes not yr average girl
shes a morpherotic dream frm a magazine
and shes so fine, designed to blow yr mind
shes a dominatrix supermodel beauty queen

liquid dreams (:
anw being random is goooood i guess. hahah its fun. ive got lotsa hmwk now. so much fer the 'i-will-complete-my-hmwk-before-they-come-back-frm-japan-then-i-can-happily-slack-thru-the-rest-of-the-days' thing i tried to convince myself ): apparently it didnt work. AT ALL.

good thing is, math and chinese are mostly completed. have i ever told you how much i loathe physics? no, not the subject itself (i like it better than bio), but the hmwk.

SPINKYSPANKYCHOOKAVOONDA
MINKATERKYCURTYSPOOOOOKAYE.
its just that once i cant get the first qns, i refuse t do the other qns even tho i alrdy knw how to do them.

oh well ):

ANW.
hahha was reading this korean fic. park jung sang is nice laaa. hes terribly sweet. i wldnt mind being lee ji won, minus all the getting hit and crying etc.
SARANG HAE YO <3
the subway station was THE ULTIMATE its so saddening, and he still came out as a stranger and tried to console her and piggyback-ed her home. its so, unlike him laaa. anw i dont think na-na is cute. shes like, weird man. i wldnt want a sister like that. taewoo wasnt too bad, but he tricked jiwon ):

anw ICHIHARA HAYATO IS DAMN HAWWWWT.
hahah okay he looks so tomboyish and cute. but blonde hair fer him is a no-no. its uber ugly. yay hayato.

2005-09-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

my loving wife is so wonderful
how small seeds gracefully to grow
into beautiful things that spring frm these rows
with their musical names and musical sound

eisley's nice (:
anw yay hongjunyang rocks. i just realised they have his songs online. thats like OMG AAAH DAMN COOL. andandANDD he sang the guardian angel so prettily. (:

SHIT I HAVE AN ADDICTION FER HOT CHINA GUYS
HOT CHINA GUYS IM GNA MARRY THEM (:

likelikelike,
zhong xiao gang, hong junyang, li bin, and some more that i forgot.! oh ya the white dragon too.! hahah they got such cute and innocent faces.! (:

HOT CHINA GUYS <3

i dont knw i guess they like me too. hahah baby is a china boy too, in some sense i suppose.

oh no lotsa overdue work. :\ not inclusive of holiday hmwk.! i want MORE pooldates. sighhh pool's so fun! (:

2005-09-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JT!

btw, paradigm aunty hates us ):

2005-09-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

there's a broken CD player in the backseat of my car
next t the pieces of what's left frm my first guitar
there's nothing left t do but crank it up loud
it's pumping thru my head and it's knocking me out

i drank cranberry 5% alcoholic drink a few days ago and OMIGOSH my ears were bloody red.! hahaha i dont think im allergic to it or anything like that but its really weird and my face was burning. well, i didnt knw my ears are that sensitive.! but its really nice though, i was sleeping on the car throughout sweetly, even though my head was like bumping against the window so much and i ended up getting a blueblack there ):
IM A MINORRR -waves
HAHAHA IS THAT ILLEGAL.

oh yeah grandma's hospitalised again -shrugs i hope she'll be okay. i heard that it was smthng abt the diabetics thing again and perhaps the gastric problem in april as well. nurses in sgh walk really fast you knw, hahaha and my maid is coooool, i like her. and yeah, while we were 'escorting' my grandma to her ward we passed by this guy on a wheelchair. he looked like those typical tchs-sji-ri poseur guy and fer a moment i thought it looked like ___ and i was so shocked. but it wasnt la haha (:

mm pringles smoky bbq is goooood (x i like it. and in a biskit nachos too.! hahaha and eu yan seng's guilinggao is super nice i always like to buy frm them.!

didnt do much on sunday, basically just went town with my parents to collect their handphones and i tried on this super nice nike apparels. but theyre pretty expensive i suppose, much more than the esprit one so oh well.! i think ORANGE's a really pretty color! (: and we rented some movies frm bukit panjang plaza, eg. initial d, jiang hu ah sao, meet the fockers, and constantine.
OH YEAHH CHEESE PRATA IS STILL SO NICE OMG I THINK IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH PRATAS AGAIN. HEEHEE (X OLD CHANG KEE'S CURRY PUFFS AND SOTONG STICKS ARENT THAT BAD EITHER.!

i went t aunt carol's hse on monday.! basically just slacked arnd but tday was the best man hahaha (: almeric was supposed to have squash trng today so that we can meet him and play after his trng but aye. he got the wrong time so he had tuition tday instead.! mm yeah so i met up with ezra michelle yingzhen xavier at plaza sing. went t play abit of ddr first then had lunch at kfc with them. but i was freaking full alrdy i ate so much breakfast, this is the FIRST time i didnt finish my shrooms meal and cheese fries ):

pooled frm like 1.30 - 5.30! hahaha thats a freaking five hrs. oh, and almeric came hahah and left and came again.! but i rock la hahah thankyou i totally thrashed everyone there it was super cool.
THE GUYS LOST (:
okay fine i lost to xavier once but thats only 'cos i whacked in the eightball before my last ball. ah but im still good, hahah no tycotic shit, babehhh.! then we went t pastamania and well, basically ordered the same stuff hahaha, BAKED RICE! :D recommended by ezra. then almeric had t go fer tuition (again) and i dragged ezra and xavier t go take some really stupid neoprints! hahaha but its cool hokay.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! (x

after that ezra para-paraed, me and xaiver ddr-ed and BOOM! there was this like, uber nerdy guy popping out of nowhere and ezra was playing with him. hahahha moral of the story? dont judge a book by its cover. boy, this nerd cld really dance. i bet he learns ballet or smthng like that, he had such a straight posture hahaha its really funny looking at him ddr.

yay okay thats all i suppose. they're coming back tmr! wheeeeeeeeeeee, cool (: i better start on my hmwk tmr hahaha byebye then.!

2005-09-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you cld
recall the moments that once have
retract the footsteps that brought us to this favor
i wldnt ask this of you

okay yay i just bought the i zhou kan thing i think its pretty cool, features all the top 24 contestants fer the superstar thing. then again, im prolly only looking out fer hongjunyang (:

which reminds me.
HE LOOKED DAMN HOT
like omg im melting :DD

theres really a great change in him, you can tell [: ezra says he likes junyang's hair. well, i think junyang's really cool so wheeeeee.

and i wna play pool tday but wrong timing. sigh, all of them gone its becoming so boring. oh well, i still want my heizhima [:

btw, engaged dont be sad hokay. its not good to be angsty.! yup, so cheer up laaa! [: